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* | In a Needle (Limited edition bonus track) |
* | On the Cross (Save Yourself Mix) (Limited edition bonus track) |
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You felt the coldness in my eyes
And something I'm not revealing
Though you got used to my disguise
You cant shake this awful feeling
It's the me that I let you know
'Cause I'll never show
I have my reasons
I hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so
There's blood on my hands, like the blood in you
Some things can't be treated
So don't make me, don't make me be myself around you
Straight from your eyes it's burying me
Beautifully so disfigured
This other side that you can't see
Just praying you won't remember
Feel the pain that I never showed
And I hope you know, it's never healing
Hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so
There's blood on my hands, like the blood in you
Some things can't be treated
So don't make me, don't make me be myself around you
Straight from your eyes it's burying me
Beautifully so disfigured
This other side that you can't see
Just praying you won't remember
(There's blood)
(There's blood)
(There's blood)
(Blood...)
(Blood...)
(Blood...)
There's blood on my hands, like the blood in you
Some things can't be treated
So don't make me, don't make me be myself around you
There's blood on my hands, like the blood in you
Some things can't be treated
So don't make me, don't make me be myself around you
There's blood...
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I haven't lost anything except my mind
Expect a thousand confessions that you will not find
I try to take off my head sometimes
Because I can't escape the memories
I haven't lost anything except my mind
You could be empty and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you
I haven't wasted anything except my time
Forget the treasures we burned because we'll be just fine
I try to take off my head sometimes
Because I can't escape for the life of me
I haven't lost anything except my mind
You could be empty and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you
Instead of going underground, instead of calling them out
Instead of running 'cause you're still breathing
Instead of swallowing lies, instead of buried alive
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
If you need a confession, I'm guilty
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Do you think I feel sorry, forgive me
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Instead of going underground, instead of calling them out
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop screaming
You could be empty and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you
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Exercise the demon
That is living up inside you
After all you think you've been through
Just what have you been through
Try to get beside yourself
This tearing at your insides
If you end up on the wrong side
Always standing so strong
Sharpen up your teeth
Your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending
Go on, go ahead and prove me wrong
The further you go the less you know
You're born to quit, you've blown it
You need to let go of letting go
You're full of shit, you're born to quit
Something supernatural
It seems it could possess you
No malevolence about you
Yeah, that might not be true
How they kept you demonized
The fucked up situation
How you've killed off all the angels
Taking notice of you
Sharpen up your teeth
Your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending
Go on, go ahead and prove me wrong
The further you go the less you know
You're born to quit, you've blown it
You need to let go of letting go
You're full of shit, you're born to quit
You've blown it, you're born to quit
Sharpen up your teeth
Your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending
Go on, go ahead and prove me wrong
The further you go the less you know
You're born to quit, you've blown it
You need to let go of letting go
You're full of shit, you're born to quit
You've blown it, you're born to quit
You've blown it, you've blown it, you've blown it
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Cut yourself in conversation, cut the line to make me feel alive
Cause you know I'm not alive
An leave me with your complications, take your life you feel like taking mine
Leading god we stand in line, not alone
CHORUS:
No, let it go, I'm not leaving, not going
I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own, I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye
Trust to take the right to leave me
Waiting on the dark clouds for the rain
Praying lightning strikes the change
As history gets lost an as I took hat final breath I felt alive
Leading god to stand in line
All alone
CHORUS:
No, let it go, I'm not leaving, not going
I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own, I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye
Don't let me go, don't say goodbye
Cause know that I'm not alive
Don't let me go, don't say goodbye
Don't let this love die
Don't let me go, don't say goodbye
Cause know that I'm not alive
Don't let me go, don't say goodbye
Don't let this love die
CHORUS:
No, let it go, I'm not leaving, not going
I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own, I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye
I'm not kissing you goodbye
I'm not kissing you goodbye
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I think about the worm that I've become, left blind from the brightness of your halo. No one shines like you do.
My filthy mouth and broken words, this small disease that leaves me crawling. Crawling to you.
Crawl under ground for comfort, stay close to the deck for keep from falling. From falling.
Sold my life to bring the rain, maybe to wash me clean.
Sold my soul to stop the pain,
hoping you'd set me free.
All your pills, are you sane?
You never took it, lay it all on me. You can lay it all on me.
I took every chance to lash my tongue, you wear these scabs just like an angel. There's something about you. Whole rip of things I've done, seems like this disease is slowly spreading. Start running, what would you do?
I crawl under ground for comfort, stay out of my mind to keep from dying. From Dying.
Sold my life to bring the rain, maybe to wash me clean.
Sold my soul to stop the pain,
hoping you'd set me free.
All your pills, are you sane?
You never took it, lay it all on me. You can lay it all on me.
Could you forget that what i said?, and how i died inside my head.
We're starting over, not pretending
that the best is dead. Under pain you feel you're old, and times i should have known. Don't keep it inside, let it out and let it all on me.
Sold my life to bring the rain, maybe to wash me clean.
Sold my soul to stop the pain,
hoping you'd set me free.
All your pills, all the pain.
You never took it, lay it all on me. You can lay it all on me.
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In my eyes
Course and jaded
It's no surprise
The lights have faded
I always walk away
You'll always hear me say
I don't need this
I've been given such a gift
Same to take advantage of it
Watch it, wasting leaves you wanting more
Be careful what you're wishing for
Nothing that I can hold on to
With my broken hands
Not thinking that I should anyway
So I leave holding nothing
Don't care what you say
Cause it makes no difference if I throw it away
Yeah, it makes no difference if I throw it away
Now my days are feeling numbered
This sad cliché I'm hiding under
This spider web of dreams
I'm stuck here as it seems to be breaking
Shining brighter than you burn
Something that I would never learn
I could never lay this curse on you
Cursing the days where there's
Nothing that I can hold on to
With my broken hands
Not thinking that I should anyway
So I leave holding nothing
Don't care what you say
Cause it makes no difference if I throw it away
Cause it makes no difference
Yeah, it makes no difference if I throw it away
It makes no difference
It makes no difference if I throw it away
Makes no difference if I throw it away
Throw it away
Throw it away
It all just ends up tasting watered down (Instead of being so complicated)
And everyone has found an easy way out, an easy way out
It all just ends up tasting watered down (Instead of being so complicated)
And everyone has found an easy way out, an easy way out
Nothing that I can hold on to
With my broken hands
Not thinking that I should anyway
So I leave holding nothing
Don't care what you say
Cause it makes no difference if I throw it away
Cause it makes no difference
Yeah, it makes no difference if I throw it away
It makes no difference
It makes no difference if I throw it away
Yeah, it makes no difference if I throw it away
Throw it away
Throw it away
Get outta town by Sunday
I say if they don't get outta town
We kill the men
We kill the women
We kill the children
We kill the babies
We kill the blind
We kill the crippled
We kill the crazy
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We were taught to kneel and bow our heads
Tried simply standing up instead
Heard rumors of transparent legs
And walked for days and days
These days we reach for so much more
We reached the point where we can't go home
Alone, we wait here underground
Amidst the others waiting
So pray then
If it makes you feel safe
But all I can say is "we go our own way"
We go our own way
So save us
You were guessed, you were the chosen one
The right place, you were the firstborn son
Once questioned stable state of mind
To spend some time in the gutter
A full collapse and caving in
Just wait for faith to kick in
Lost track of time as I stood in line
Amidst the other believers
So pray then
If it makes you feel safe
And all I can say is "we go our own way"
So pray then
If it makes you feel safe
All I can say is "we go our own way"
We go our own way
So save us
Over and over and I still cannot believe
We can't save ourselves
Give me a chance up on the cross and watch me bleed
Now ask for help
Having faith in something you can't see
Takes something else
Over and over and I still cannot believe
We can save ourselves
So pray then
If it makes you feel safe
All I can say
(All I can say)
Is "we go our own way"
So pray then
If it makes you feel safe
All I can say
(All I can say)
Is "we go our own way"
Send your prayers our way
To save us
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Opened up my failure when you refused to go insane
I felt you get excited when I whispered all the things you love to hate
Like you're the one who kills, could kill me with a drug, your weapon
Let's pretend there's nothing wrong with my direction
Hate me, I'll be your, your loaded gun
Burn me, waiting to come undone
I'll set it up inside you to watch you burn
Hate me, I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve
Open lacerations, a slower cut to feel your pain
Heat the blood to boiling as it passes from your lips into your brain
'Cause you're the one who kills, could kill me with a drug, your weapon
Let's pretend that I'm not dead, it's in your head
Hate me, I'll be your, your loaded gun
Burn me, waiting to come undone
I'll set it up inside you to watch you burn
Hate me, I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve
I'll be the end that you deserve
I can turn you on like fire
Set fire deep inside you
Eat you alive and watch you
Come and let me up the sonisphere
I'll be your, I'll be your, I'll be your
I'll be the end that you deserve
I'll be the end that you deserve
Hate me, I'll be your, your loaded gun
Burn me, waiting to come undone
I'll set it up inside you to watch you burn
Hate me, I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve
I'll be the end that you deserve
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Past midnight, breathing in the dark
Same strange friend comes to visit
Never intend to open the door
You take it to places that no one's ever been
You let it, you let it, your insides caving in
You pushed and pulled, still wanting some more
This time I've gone all the way without you
There's nothing more I can say
So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe life didn't want this part of me
If it helps to know I never let you go
Sure I lost my mind but I never really meant to die
Last heartbeat's fading in the night
Only expected darkness
Surprised to wake and follow the light
The second you let it become a part of you
You'll never forget it no matter what you do
You lost it all, still wanting some more
This time I've gone all the way without you
There's nothing more I can say
So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe life didn't want this part of me
If it helps to know I never let you go
I'm sorry that I lost my mind
So baby, I took a little too much
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me
I should have let you know, I never meant to go
Sure I lost my mind but I never really meant to die
Never stay forever
Never stay forever, come on
Never stay forever
Never stay forever, come on
So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe life didn't want this part of me
If it helps to know I never let you go
I'm sorry that I lost my mind
So baby, I took a little too much
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me
I should have let you know, I never meant to go
Sure I lost my mind but I never really meant to die
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I could forget your name
I could forget your face forever
I could forget about the smile you always faked
The one you thought I thought would never
I could forget your lies
I could forget the height for always
I could forget how desperately you tried
Flattery would get you nowhere
I could forget how you would try to get the best of me
You'll never forget that you never got me!
COURSE:
You never got me!
Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you were dead
You make me wanna forget (make me wanna forget)
I could forget your pride
I could forget your wondering eyes
I could forget about the way you made me feel
You talk (?) to me o condescending
I could forget how you would try to get the best of me
You'll never forget that you never got me!
COURSE:
You never got me!
Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you were dead
You make me wanna forget
Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you were dead
You make me wanna forget
(Never got me!)
Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you were dead
You make me wanna forget
Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you were dead
You make me wanna forget
(You make me, you make me)
You make me wanna forget.
(You make me, GET!)
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Always safe to know
What is good for taking blood stains from your clothes
Like I said before
When I bite your tongue out of your mouth, you'll know
Just what am I supposed to say?
And tell you why I turned out this way
Don't make me, don't make me
If you love it then let it go
And how I died you'll never know
Just don't blame me, don't hate me
You'll never make it alone
It's easier to go
You've always been on your own
It's easier to go
Nothing safe feels real, waiting here to die
Just hoping I reveal, there's something
Picking up my brains, you can tell your mom that
Men are all the same, the same
Just what am I supposed to say?
And tell you why I turned out this way
Don't make me, don't make me
If you love it then let it go
And how I died, you'll never know
Just don't blame me, don't hate me
You'll never make it alone
It's easier to go
You've always been on your own
It's easier to go
You'll have to pay to watch me die
Then I'll love you more
You'll never make it alive
It's easier to go, it's easier to go
Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving, not going
I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye
Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving, not going
I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye
Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving, not going
I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye
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On the Cross (Save Yourself Mix) |
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