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* | Me and Alone (iTunes bonus track) |
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Sick of drinking poison
Sick of worrying
Sick of telling lies
You're just sick of listening
What a bastard child
I have made myself
What a stab
What a missing truth
I hope I can get home to you
What's the use in going it alone?
What's the use in going this alone?
It's you and me
Let's get out of this place
It's you and me
Let's get out of this place
I'm sick of this monster monster
You've gotta get here
You've gotta get here
I'm sick of this monster monster
You've gotta get here
You've gotta get here
We've go to get out, get out
Before things get weird
Before it gets weird
We've got to get out, get out
Before it gets weirder
I have made an exit
I have made a home
Among the throne
And I have given in
I have given in
I have lost respect for me
Can this get any worse?
Can this get any worse?
Before it gets weirder
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In that room
Where you sit
Where you live
I know it's good to you
God, I know it's good to you
In the bed
That you lay
Where you think it eases all the pain
All the pain of what you've made
One last night
On the lonely wheel
One last taste
Of the sin we feel
One hope
Of the fear that drives us on
One last drink
Just to kill the pain
One last breath
Before I say your name
I'm giving into you
I'm giving into you
If you could
See in me
(See in me)
There is all you want
(There is all you want)
There is all you want
(There is all you want)
If you could
Just give in
It will get easier
It will get easier
(If you'd just give it would get...)
One last night
On the lonely wheel
One last taste
Of the sin we feel
One hope
Of the fear that drives us on
One last drink
Just to kill the pain
One last breath
Before I say your name
I'm giving into you
I'm giving into you
I get it
I need to fall
I get it
I need to fall
Me and who I am are so in the way
Me and who I am are so in the way
One last night
On the lonely wheel
One last taste
Of the sin we feel
One hope
Of the fear that drives us on
One last drink
Just to kill the pain
One last breath
Before I say your name
I'm giving into you
I'm giving into you
One last night
On the lonely wheel
One last breath
Before I say your name
I'm giving into you
I'm giving into you
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I'm looking for some stable ground
Some kinda place to lay it down
And settle for a while
I'm sick of looking for a star
I won't show anyone my scars
Can you help me out?
I wanna see a change in me
When it's time for another round
I get in then, I bow out
I'm kinda freaky that way
I used to stand as tall as I could
I used to be better than good
I guess I've made my bed
I wanna see a change in me
No, I don't listen when they tell me
They think I won't
Come back around
Find my way out
It's none of their business!
It's none of their business!
I've got another song in me
Because of you, I'm changing
I'm learning how to wait
Ugly as I could've been
Down and out and all broken
You never made me wait
You saw me
You didn't see my shame
I'm free because you said so
And I'm learning to grow
Because you held my hand
I'm free because you said
Go, keep walking
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With our hands held high, we're singing
Whoa, whoa oh
Whoa, whoa oh
I'm not afraid to make big mistakes
I'm not afraid to fall flat on my face
I need to get this looked at
Need to get this looked at
I need some time to think about
What I've done
One last thing before I go
With our hands held high, we're singing
Whoa, whoa oh
Whoa, whoa oh
And with our feet we stomp a cadence for you
With our hands held high, we're singing
Whoa, whoa oh
Whoa, whoa oh
And with our feet we stomp a cadence for you
It's all free and that's real
It's all free you said
I need to accept
I need to forget I guess
I'm glad I got this looked that
Finally got this looked at
And I'm so glad
You came for me
We'll get this, get this right before we go
With our hands held high, we're singing
Whoa, whoa oh
Whoa, whoa oh
And with our feet we stomp a cadence for you
With our hands held high, we're singing
Whoa, whoa oh
Whoa, whoa oh
And with our feet we stomp a cadence for you
I am the one who needs you
I am the one who needs you
I am the one who needs you
Oh...
With our hands held high, we're singing
Whoa, whoa oh
Whoa, whoa oh
And with our feet we stomp a cadence for you
With our hands held high, we're singing
Whoa, whoa oh
Whoa, whoa oh
And with our feet we stomp a cadence for you
Whoa
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I'm on a mission
That I think I can't handle
It's hard to tough it out
I need someone
To get me through this
Someone to pull me out
There you stand
There you stand
Your heart in your hand
Your heart in your hands
There you are, there you are
Waiting on me, there you are
Waiting on me
My God, my God
I'll change my tune
If you'll stay all night
Come on, come on
Let's comb the room
We're looking for this
To come around
And make us young again
It's good you're here
'Cause I've been better
Yeah that's great
Your news can wait
So there you stand
There you stand
You've got your heart
In your hands
Your heart in your hands
There you are, there you are
Waiting on me
Comb the room,
Comb the room
I'm looking for this to end
I'm looking for this to end.
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Walking around, looking down
For something better
There's nothing better
Same old weird and familiar sound
It's just you leaving town, my God
August came around
Summer comes and,
Leaves you with a fever
That you caught
When you were young
Summer goes, makes you feel
Like life is great
And hanging on for more
Empty streets, empty me
Just call me vagabond
Wondering in the sun
This is getting sort of old
Wandering aimlessly
Is it empty streets, or empty me?
Hanging, hanging
Holding on for me, hoping, praying,
This will all start over
Come back to me
We will walk the streets
Of this old town
Make me a promise
This will all come back around
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Oh, to be young
It sounds like so much fun
Oh, the long wait
For things to happen, expectancy
And you, just waiting on me
I wanna know what's in your plans
If you're an ocean
Then I wanna jump right in
If you're a hand grenade
Then I'll pull the pin
I'll wait right here, all night for you
To let me in and I'll run run run run
Run right back to you, I'll run
Life's moving faster now
I'm older here
But younger somehow
Head full of fear
And it makes me break
Please let me find you
Please let me know
Just what you want
Please let me see
What you need me to be
Oh, if you could see in me
You might be kinda scared
Oh, if you could just believe
You'll take me anywhere
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It's in my face
How much I've changed
The colors clash
Of who I used to be
Things are getting weird
My thoughts they are changing
So get me out of this place
Get me out of this place
Go ahead and write this down
So you'll remember now
So you'll remember now
Go ahead and scream it out
So you'll remember now
Everything you said
It's obvious that I've become
Everything that you don't
Want me to be
I need to change, rearrange
Start walking your way
Start walking your way
Maybe love pokes through
When we're at our worst
Maybe love comes through
When we're broken at the end
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Windows down, our moods at ten
We're here with our wondering
Is this all perfect for real?
Is perfection the way we feel?
Postcards from the dollar bin
We're waiting for our luck to spin
I will change my mood
I won't let us lose
You and me
With the windows down
You and me out
And killing this town
You and me
With our souls at ten
It's just you and me again
Our luck is the way we feel
Our time is moving backward
Still you and me
With our souls on high
It's just you and me tonight
You've changed my mind
About who I've been
You've kept this heart
From wondering am I dead or alive?
Am I dead or alive?
My brain is moving differently
My young soul has figured out
Just what life needs to be
Just what life needs to be
There's no use in changing
For myself I don't know why
But it took you, it took you
Look at me I'm all turned inside
Now I know what this is all about
Now I know what this is all about
Now I know what this is all about
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Truth works just like it needs to
Sharp, an ugly riding off the lips
Of someone strange
Oh, how weird it can be
Looking at you, looking at me
I know just what you think
Yeah, I know just what you think
I can't take this down
I don't need it
No, I don't want it
God, I don't want it
I want to feel proud
I won't let them see
Won't let them see me
Won't let them see me now
It should be easier
The back of my throat is so dry
The sick in my chest won't subside
The ugly that is now is real
The helplessness of my pain
Me knowing the weight
Of my shame can you get me out?
Yeah come on get me out!
I can't tell how I lie, I can't tell why
I'm not gonna make it
Out real clean
I can't tell when it's real
I can't tell what I feel
Maybe this is numb?
Maybe this is me?
If this is really me, God help me
To separate fact from fiction
Separate fact from fiction
If I am really free, help me
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With a stutter, I'll be talking
No with my sickness
I'll get through somehow
You won't no, you won't, hey!
With a fever, I'll put up a fight
With my temper
Can't get through tonight
And you won't, no you won't
I am sick of my and all my...
If I had you, where would I be?
If I was real, could I be free?
If I was real, could I be free?
If I had you, where would i be?
The situation, grown a little now
I'm pushing forward
With a stupid scowl
And you won't, no you won't
I've grown my hair a little longer
Now I've made
A fool out of myself somehow
And you won't, no you won't
I am over this, I'm over
Down on me, down on me
You won't look down on me
Down on me, down on me
You won't look down on me
Go ahead and let me be me,
Change this head
And watch me. Watch me.
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In his strange tangle of love
I'm learning now o see
In this werid change of space
I'm learning to believe in his life
I'm living, I feel you helping me
If I were a monster,
Would you wince
When you looked at me?
If I were a freak, would you stare?
If I were a leper,
Would you say unclean?
If I was lost.
Would you help me get free?
Yeahhh, Yeahhhhhh.
Time and space are closing in,
And their turning me weak.
You and me are making friends,
Just learning how to be
I learn from you and,
Your watching me,
This is the way to be.
This is real, This is now,
I don't wanna go, I hold on,
You let go will I ever know?
When I am a monster,
You never wince,
When you look at me.
When I am a freak, you never stare.
When I am a leper,
You never say unclean,
And when I am lost,
You come and get me free.
You come and get me free.
Are you ready to live your life?
Are you healed enough?
Can you stop? Can you stop?
And enjoy the ride?
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