Альбом Taproot

SICK and angered by my FRIENDS
Extremely cold and HEARTLESS
talking shit behind my back about me
TO MY FRIENDS
The source a JEALOUS passion towards a SPIRIT
stuck in contention and fame

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Just need some time to myself again,
Need to bring back the old days
When IIIIIII was in control of my life
Again and Again

JUST endangered with my FRIENDS extremely bold and honest
I'll be when it comes to me
I said I'm sorry
But you don't hear me

*Chorus* 2x

I tried to say that I was sorry to you
but you don't think I speak honestly
Its OK 'cause I can move on now
I am so sorry
NO!

*Chorus* 2x

Frankly modest
Speech dishonest
Eyes upon us like a vulture in the sky
Hovering carcass
Molding earth
Filthy birth afterlife
Friction based upon fiction
Replacing friendship
Untrueness
Speculation
Concentration
Heresy is controlling us
All this flagrant foul stench upon us
Overwhelming everybody like an imaginary forklife brother
You point you finger as a scolding motherfucker sucker
Blaming evil upon another
Under that pedestal you hold yourself so high above us
I can't imagine what it's like to not a give a shit about nothin

Lived the whole damn story
Led in motion
Peers are punished for their individuality
Separating us all

I can't believe my friends would make such a lie
Even though it was I that dishonored your trust
But it's done
I can't change the past
I am gonna make us last
Just believe in me and I'll show you that they're nothing true
They point their fingers as a scolding motherfucker sucker
Blaming evil upon another
Under that pedestal they hold themsevles so high above us
I can't imagine what it's like to not a give a shit about nothin
But they're
Frankly modest
Speech dishonest
Eyes upon us like a vulture in the sky

Lived the whole damn story
Led in motion
Peers are punished for their individuality
Separating us all

You're frankly modest
You're speech dishonest
You're eyes upon us like a vulture in the sky
Because you're frankly modest
You're speech dishonest
You're eyes upon us like a vulture in the sky

Lived, lived the whole damn story
Led in motion
Peers are punished for their individuality
Separating us all
Lived the whole damn story
Led in motion
Peers are punished for their individuality
Separating us all

I see the truth
Upon that pedestal's frowning down upon me
Like a trophy valued by masses of minds are closed to a variety
And change in a life so bland and boring uncontent
Living through others
Learning from nothing experienced
Independently
Responsibility pointing failure
'Cause the reflection in the mirror
Is what you fear to see
Like a trophy you pose like you're better than me
Like I care what you say
Whipped
I've seen both sides of the fence
Because changing is evolving
A learning
Lesson through experience
More knowledge than your common man's 9 to 5
Blindness
Uncontent with his well off being
I'm just fine
No

Fly so high like a star
I'm straight up representin' the spirit
In the world that keeps on forgettin'
The meaning of life
All things are dancin' in the rhythm of eternal harmony
Astrology the portrait of wisdom
Across the skies is full of truth
Fly so high
Like a star
I'll shine every night with you by my side
Feels so right
All alone in a world so cold
No, I'm not alone in a world
So cold

sometimes i just sit back and wonder what was meant to be learned from that event that occured
everything happens for a reason
right
i left behind just another tragic lesson in life
an organic rush adrenaline flight high above the traumatized situation of life
its ironic
considerate rarity patron of love
higher knowledge engulfs me
cause the blast of fate a lesson
to my eyes concerned and overwhelmed theirs were of fear yet i'm feelin so empty inside
and yet it burns so akward this time
tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes
i need to recognize
its meant to be
he's alive and his cries just begin arisin
suprisin as well
this little boy proud of helpin those in need but he's not me but just maybe he could be
i can see it now because
im a hero in his eyes temporarily blind/
this immature kid a spirit as well an angel
hiding by helping and wanting to understand me
it's somethin with my pride
lies
i cannot hide my true side
and maybe in distress i can still come out laughing that's the way i am
am i hard to recognize?
what do i need to realize?
why can't i see with my own fucking eyes?
what do i need to see?

I don't care what you think about me
Stuck in flatline
But I'm still breathin'
Thinkin' about my options
Time to make my decision
'Cause it's so easy
Makin' it difficult to choose
I choose myself rather than conform for you
Take your authority and shove it
Individual in charge
You've got to love it
Absent minded blue collar worker
A jerk or whatever you think I should be
I don't give a damn what you think about me
Your vision's distorted
And your ego's in charge

Ill times rollin'
Lackin' the flow
Ache in my throat
And wisdom seems so lost
And, yet, it's better in ways
It's different
I miss those old school meditations
When relaxing and gettin' visions was a given
I propose a toast to myself
To find the time
To ask my Lord and galaxy
To come back to me
Please come back
I need to say goodbye
To these old ways
Stagnant lifestyles no longer in my way
I need to keep on movin'
So I pray and wait for a sign from my guides
They help me proceed as I lay
And dream of my future
I miss those times

Come back to me
Come back to me
Please come back to me
Please, please come back to me
Please

Been so busy lately achieving what I need
So in a way it's replacing the old
It's different but that's ok
Because I feel the need for change, again
It's time to comeback to me
Please come back
I need to say goodbye to these old ways
Stagnant lifestyles no longer in my way
I've gotta to keep on movin'
So I pray and wait for a sign from my guides
They help me proceed as I lay
And dream of my future
I miss those times
So I pray and wait for a sign from my guides
They help me proceed as I lay
And dream of my future
I miss those times
Come back to me
Come back to me
Please come back to me
Please, please come back to me
Please, come back, to, me
Please come back
Please come back
Please come back, to, me (to me)
Come back to me
Please come back to me
Please, please come back to me
Please come back to me
Come back to me
Please come back to me
Please, please come back to me
Please

i'm your mirrors reflection
what you dont like about me is
what you hate in yourself
you should see through others eyes before
you go ahead and make em feel like shit
stop it but you won't because you hate yourselves images bitch
sometimes i get so frustrated haunting visions in the back of my mind
oh you struck a pose with your hand extended
open arms in an idiocratic ways you try to lie to yourself but
you cant break through that sacred wisdom of your spirit
used me but you don't want to know me
used me but you dont know
sometimes i would give anything just to be something more than
sometimes i would give anything to be something more than nothing