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4. | Reckoning Day, Reckoning Night... (instrumental) |
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* | Jam (instrumental; hidden track) |
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Sometimes I feel so out of time and place, trapped in the maze
As if I was lost in someone else's life...
The values I should keep in high regard don't mean a thing to me
Do you ever feel a need to go back in time? A dream of mine...
To travel far away and one day steal back my life
In the end all I can do is to learn I live in a dreamland
This time was not made for me
I have nowhere to land,no place to rest,
Like a bird, without a nest I'm gliding
Under the clouds for evermore
How much suffocated anxiety can be held within?
I was found guilty to the crime against myself
No need to hear the words again
I live and I'd die for my dreamland
This time was not made for me
I have nowhere to land,no place to rest,
Like a bird, without a nest I'm gliding
Under the clouds for evermore
I'll never have a chance, I cant understand
I'm a misplaced man
How could this backward land
Learn to understand my dance
What it's like, when every single smile hurts...
I have never felt like home here
Always missing something
People aren't connecting
Am i a misplaced soul?
I live in a perfect Hell, I try finding my wishing well
When I drop my last tear, I have accepted this life
A true saint, that I am not, you have never seen me go
'Cause I have always been there, standing by your side
I'll never have a chance, I cant understand
I'm a misplaced man
How could this backward land
Learn to understand my dance
What it's like, when
Every single moment pains me...
Never felt like home here
I am missing something
My soul's in a wrong shell
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Your pretty face seduced me
blinded me from how you used me
I walked the long way home,
only to get hurt by you again
The longest glance, oh,
what illusions did I have of you
A lone reflection splitting in two
You found all seven ways to keep me near,
near within your reach
You sure knew how to harness love,
but never made me more than want you
I'm not sorry, you will never get more out of me
'Cause I am blinded no more
You sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown, and killed...
High road would have none to regret
Never left, I took the low road instead
Love is a little death between two little lives,
Nothing more, Now I have myself to live for...
You sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown, and killed...
High road would have none to regrets
never left I took the low road instead
ooo, my life is out of my hands
I always gave eternal love another chance...
Say the words I wanna hear... all over again.
Consuming love, my only reason...
Nothing is service free,
such things cannot be healed,
that will do fine for me,
so come here, come, come, come...
And sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown, and killed...
High road would have none to regrets
never left I took the low road instead
...in the same nightmare again...
...dark tunnel of love will never end
...taken for granted again
...to weak a man to say it is over, all over
ooo, my life is out of my hands
I always gave eternal love another chance...
Say the words I wanna hear... all over again.
Consuming love, my only reason...
We always seem to end up here and break a lance
Ready to give eternal love another chance...
You say the words, I wanna hear... all over again
Last is my all consuming reasons... Now, take me again...
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The ones who seek justice,
Will pray for it all their lives...
They can and they will skin us all one day...
oh, can you hear their cries.
As far as the men can run from us we're following the trail of blood
So hunt, my young ones...
I have always known the storm would come...
Listen now my young ones...
This is not a story I tell
of midnight, moon and sun...
Are you ready to walk the forbidden road?
Learn again what we tried to forget?
The dark can now take over you
We had a common past, an ancient bond
That people once broke
We would only take what we need,
They would harvest our weak,
But they hunted us all
We ended the last of theme,thus far ten lifetimes ago
In hopes of healing the sore, But the war still went on
Preying for the moon
Hiding for the day
Thise might be our last times
I ain't gonna see you taken away
Heading for the dawn
of our way of life
You're welcome to give it your best try...
Look me in the eyes oh wolves
This ain't your fairy tale...
It took us many years to teach them
How to cry wolf
We made the people serve the purpose
Those ignorant fools... my young ones!
Teachs the ones below you something you have learned
And learn from the ones above you Fear is your deepest wisdom
For these last day...
Preying for the moon
Hiding for the day
Thise might be our last times
I ain't gonna see you taken away
Heading for the dawn
of our way of life
You're welcome to give it your best try...
Look me in the eyes oh wolves
This ain't your fairy tale...
The ones who seek justice,
Will pray for it all their lives...
They can and they will skin us all one day...
oh, can you hear their cries.
As far as the men can run from us we're following the trail of blood
So hunt, my young ones,
the pack they have always feared is back.
On your last day, remember, we never die
death does not exist for us
The don't fear the wolf, but the wild within
No glory to the way this must end
This is a story I told
Unfolding before you
Preying for the moon
Hiding for the day
Thise might be our last times
I ain't gonna see you taken away
Heading for the dawn
of our way of life
You're welcome to give it your best try...
Look me in the eyes oh wolves
This ain't your fairy tale...
The ones who seek justice,
Will pray for it all their lives...
They can and they will skin us all one day...
oh, can you hear their cries.
As far as the men can run from us we're following the trail of blood
So hunt, my young ones,
the pack they have always feared is back
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Reckoning Day, Reckoning Night... |
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I am your poison candygram
The love that's meant to fade away
Vade retro, alter ego, move aside I'm choking on this life
I think I tolerate your hate as long as you're afraid
All I wanted was to be with you, and suffer every day
Under the moon I hold a wake for a promise torn
Mortally wounded, feeling sheltered me
Once again, my shadow will enter your life
Time to walk with me the last mile...
I read a book about the man, a love, a woman, how they died
How I was waved aside, listen how the headless doves cry
I truly see a madman in the mirror when I'm weak
I spent a year in love before I realized it's me
Open your blue eyes, tell me that you love me, whore
Make me believe it, oh, I know you're lying
Broke the vow, I thought you made, my angel, why...
Could I let you wait out the night
Mother always said "my son, do the noble thing..."
You have to finish what you started, no matter what
now sit, watch and learn...
"It's not how long you live, but what your moral say"
Can't keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word... don't say a word
It won't be long now, love, like mist I slowly feel the room
I place a black candle on your chest
The path of night is manifest
I never wanted us to end up in this catatonic phase
It wasn’t me who ran away, you made me stray...
Open your blue eyes, tell me that you love me, whore
Make me believe it, oh I know you lie
Broke the vow I thought you made, my angel, why...
Settling the score, we pass the twilight
Mother always said "my son, do the noble thing..."
You have to finish what you started, no matter what
now sit, watch and learn...
"It's not how long you live, but what your moral say"
Can't keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word... don't say a word
Strawberry blond, your stranglehold
on my heart is bound to end
I suppose, life sometimes,
it doesn't go the way it was meant
Though you never were a believer,
I assure you: I won't die before you
You read the book now,
the part "ashes to ashes, dust to dust"
Short is the flight of this little starling
Love sounds familiar, but the amotion escapes me
I will carpe the diem while it's still here,
and see how the fear of death becomes her
We had it all so sweet
Made for me, you, indeed...
Big secret, small the lie
Don't cry for me, oh, argentite
No word you say tonight
Can make this be alright
I'll help you follow through
Remember this?: pacta sun servanda
... The wounds are too deep,
I need to keep the scars
to prove there was a time
When I loved something more than life
Unlike the last time here,
I know have the means and a will sincere
Your knight is nowhere near
Unfortunate for you, this make me your God...
Closing your eyes, don't ever say you love me, whore
You never meant a word, I know you lied
When there is life, there is dispair, indulge me now
and stay alive this night... I promise you the end before the first light arrives...
Mother always said "my son, do the noble thing..."
You have to finish what you started, no matter what
now sit, watch and learn...
"It's not how long you live, but what your moral say"
Can't keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word... don't say a word
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So many years ago, many more than I'd
Even care to bear in my mind
From the darkest of all places I found you
All the limbs in their right places There my place is
and a heart made of real gold
Sell me your little doll, oh sir, I ask you kind Oh sir, I ask you kind.
Every night I returned to watch them
The master and the puppet in the show He said: "Oh no, I cannot sell him...
Priceless he is, masterpiece of mine."
Please, sell me your puppet, sir.
Name your price oh please,
Whatever you may ask,
tenfold the price I pay
"Did I not make it clear?
This debate is over.
I will never part from this puppet, my son..."
With hungry eyes I followed them all night
The blind master and the puppet he had made
"No, sir, to sell is not my will!"
the doll's mine, even if I have to kill...
So it shall be...if this is what it takes
"Oh, greed's truly blinder than me..."
"Heart of gold is what you wish for?"
"So, this little boy...wants to be.. a puppet, for real..."
So I have a golden heart
Now only needing the voice of the master
Never feel hunger, never grow older
My dream was to be a star in a real puppet show
It's so hard to remember my life
The times before the show
can I ever cut of the strings?
"Take a bow, now dance and sing..."
Would you turn me to a child again?
"No, never, I am your Guide."
You can see a small grin on the face
of the master, when the puppet's in his place
Be careful what you wish for
Wishes might come alive
The twines are pulling me every day and night...
The show, the glitter and all the fame
I'd give a away for a life
Some things can end with a word, they say
This only ends with a sharp knife
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Nocturnal poetry,
Dressed in the whitest silver, you'd smile at me
Every night I wait for my sweet Selene
But, still...
Solitude's upon my skin
A life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?
I won't bathe in your moonlight, and slumber in peace
Enchanted by your kiss in forever sleep
But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
two souls entwine
In the break of new dawn
my hope is forlorn
Shadows, they will fade
but I'm always in the shade
Without you...
Serene and silent sky
Rays of moon are dancing with the tide
A perfect sight, a world divine
And I...
The loneliest child alive
Always waiting, searching for my rhyme
I'm still alone in the dead of night
Silent I lie with smile on my face,
Appearance decieves and the silence betrays
As I wait for the time
my dream comes alive
Always out of sight
but never out of mind
And under waning moon
still I long for you, Alone against the light
solitude am i
In the end, I'm enslaved by my dream
In the end, there's no soul who'd bleeds for me
Hidden from daylight, I'm sealed in my cave
Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to a nightmare
Where I'm all alone
Venial is life when you're but a dream
The book is still open, the pages empty as me...
I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade,
Trying to break the desolation I hate
But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
two souls entwine
In the break of new dawn
my hope is forlorn
We will never meet
only misery and me
This is my final call
My evenfall
Drowning into time
I become the night
By the light of new day
I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me
my Selene
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Oh, why are we so sad?
Are we feeling hurt by their evil lies
and all those empty words?
We are thirsty for payback?
What would we like to do with the town?
Would we like to make it... dance? With the Animal?
Would we? WOULD WE?!
Tell us what we would like to do.
... burn it... burn it all...
Burn, honey, (burn!, let the fire eat away
I never liked the look of this town
Burn it down now.
I run, they all know what I've done
I fetch my gear and take my leave from this mountain
I never had a chance to prove I wasn't guilty,
I always seemed to get blamed for
every little crime I didn't even have a name for...
Still running, still defeated in my mind
I never even tried to defend my own pride
The father ain't always like the son
They claim I've purloined, I'm not the one
The story always goes, when the anger within
builds up for too long...
Takes us over...
And we all are forced to obey...
It was a match made in Hell
now the whole mountain burns
and every man gets what no man deserves
Our beloved kin, never learned to fit in
Now I pay for my name, live my life in sin
How much lies can I ask from you people?
This town stays in disarray
Till the rules are the same for us all, hey...
I've ran on the mountain with no guilt of my own,
The trees and the rocks, every cave, every hole
I dropped them a line "mountain will
blow in your face. My land saving grace..."
Bells toll all over the town. Burn, burn, until it's all gone
Game over, what was a bad joke is now a reality show!
We all are forced to obey,we ALL are forced to obey...
I climbed up the mountain
and dug a grave for each day of pain
It's in the past, this moment's so fail...
I am what you've made me
with years of abuse. So burn!!!!
This is a match made in Hell
now the whole mountain burns
and every man gets what no man deserves
Our beloved kin, never learned to fit in
Now I pay for my name, live my life in sin
How much lies can I ask from you people?
This town stays in disarray
Till the rules are the same for us all, hey...
Our beloved kin, never learned to fit in
Now I pay for my name, live my life in sin
How much lies can I ask from you people?
I hereby declare a martial law
And you all, we all are forced to obey!
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I was born and raised by the sea, Shy yet proud
Learn to stay away from the crowd
In my home my light house…
1000 steps down, round and round
New Years Eve, one night in the town
Can change one life into eternity…
All I could see, her eyes, we got caught in the moment, for all night
Taken beyond all lines, in silence leaving ‘em all behind
She had found the sails, for the following night
The town, for, her was getting way too small
She promised to be mine, forever … for that one night
Moments, passion, small defeats
Concealed emotions found in me
‘You gave life to the brand new me.’
Crossing the wintry fields
The first hour of morning’s light
Warmed by the flame inside,
The lasting memory of the ending night.
I never had a chance to stop what hit me…
What broke my bones and mauled me…
After hours of deep, unwilling sleep, in cold shelter
Fell back in the dark, and the hours of the day passed…
A nightmare awakes me, blinking the light.
There’s no guide, blind shi[s in the night
Oh blood red moon, eat the night.
Darkness covers my lonely soul
No one to feed the dying light…
Good morn’, oh the dreadful day
I prayed the moon had lit the sea instead of me
For the sails of night
‘Please tell me everything’s alright…’
My voice in the room broke the silence
Everybody killed me with their eyes…
What I was to hear made the people cry
Impossible for me to keep the tears inside
‘All on the board White Pearl have died,
Coastal reef have tolled their lives
And you are light of the night’
‘ One thing, I remember, before I fell on the ground…
Although I never saw the face, a name inked in his arm…’
Love can be like poetry of demons, or maybe
God loves complex irony?
The family name stated I had seen before
Written on her front door…
‘Silence in the courthouse!’
A presence in the room, we both could feel
The father of her unborn child and me
‘All on the board White Pearl have died,
Coastal reef have tolled their lives’
While I was the guide light…
Back in my tower, run, run, run
Light is out, I hope to see
Black oceans beneath rise and swallow me
One step will take me back inside; another sees my end
No one can love a man who guarded the light ,
That died one faithful night, so many lives …
Although they took my heart and dried me up
Sometimes I still bleed…
Show me the way
The light will show me a way on the grisly reefs
Too many dead ends I see
No soul can save me
The respect I lost, the measure of a man…
10,000 steps down round and round
One night at the town and I’m hell bound
Black oceans beneath me come and swallow me
All aboard White Pearl had died,
Coastal reef come toll my life
Black oceans beneath come and swallow me
My little tower, seal my fate
Help me pay back, end their hate
Black oceans beneath me come and swallow me
One direction, down down down
Pitch black night for my old town
Black oceans beneath shall now swallow me
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In good old times, remember, my friend
Moon was so bright and so close to us, sometimes
We were still blind and deaf, what a bliss?
Painting the world of our own, for our own eyes, now?
"Can we ever have what we had then
friendship unbreakable
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed
All those moments with you
if I had you beside me"
One cloudy day we both lost the game?
We drifted so far and away.
Nothing is quite as cruel as a child
Sometimes we break the unbreakable, sometimes?
"And we'll never have what we had then
Friendship unbroken
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed
All those moments with you
if I had you beside me"
I was unable to cope with what you said
Sometimes we need to be cruel to be kind
Child that I was, could not see the reason
Feelings I had were but sham and a lie?
I have never forgotten your smile
your eyes of Shamandalie
Time went by, many memories died
I'm writing this down to ease my pain
You saw us always clearer than me
How we were never meant to be
Love denied meant the friendship would die,
The years showed me the light
These memories make me cry
"And we'll never have what we had then
Friendship unbroken
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed
All those moments with you
And see the world wiht my wide open eyes
Friendship got broken,
There's no other for me
like the one of my childhood day
Can you forgive me?
the love got better off me
on that one day back in old times"
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[Japanese Bonus]
I see the landscape before me
So beautiful it makes me smile
Those whispering sounds in silence
Reaching for me, trying to warn me...once again.
Wake up to sense the violence
Right and wrong, clear and strong
Whispering sounds in the darkness
'The time will come to undo what you have done...'
'What if the seas can't save you
From the fires of this world...
You left no trees to keep you
on the surface, when the day comes...'
'The push that you gave derailed me
...on my knees, broken seals
Your vagary led to the silence...'
...I can't hear you.
'Please cast the die
Paint the horizon with the right shade of red
When the oceans rise
Mother cleans the slate and the cradle becomes
your grave...'
'What if the seas can't save you
From the fires of this world...
You left no trees to keep you
on the surface, the oceans rise...'
Under the sky...
we create our future
Towards the end we tend to forget
Is world such a bad place
Why are we wrecking the sphere...
Four seasons turn into two,
Two less seats in the ancient guild
The bond is now obsolete...
You gave us the roots and the wings,
the more you gave, the more we parted from you.
This day seems so infinite
We never learned to be afraid...
Pray no, you should not pray now
Must believe in yourself
All the choices you make
Will define you in the end
Truly, we're a lost cause
A tiny rhymless word
In the poem of time
What if the seas can't save you
From the fires of this world...
You left no trees to help you
back to surface, when the oceans rise...
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