Альбом Senses Fail

I waited for the light to come
to change my life, to change my life
But I am blind, my faith is gone
I'm finding out the good book was wrong

And I must face
that I won't be saved

We're destined to all die alone
I buried my cross with a rose
I won't kneel at your alter now that I know
It's a table for a magic show

I'm getting up from off my knees
the guilt is gone and I can finally breathe
But there is not a plan for me
You're making my tired ears bleed

And you can pray
But I won't be saved

We're destined to all die alone
I buried my cross with a rose
I won't kneel at your alter now that I know
It's a table for a magic show

I feel the city breathe at night
Beneath the stars and neon lights
And I've got nothing to lose

Drink up (drink up) drink up the loneliness
Drink up (drink up) drink up the loneliness

The streets outside, they burn with life
But I am dead on the inside
I think these pills are to blame

Drink up (drink up) drink up the loneliness
Drink up (drink up) drink up the loneliness

And I've got romantic ideas
But they're not meant for you
And my bed's filled with
Black roses to show that our love is through

I hope the fire licks my lips
And pulls me close against her hips
This town will go down in flames

Drink up, drink up, drink up the loneliness
Drink up, drink up, drink up the loneliness

And I've got romantic ideas
But they're not meant for you
And my bed's filled with
Black roses to show that our love is through

Like a broken mirror
They're pieces of me
Like a broken mirror
They're pieces of me
They're pieces of me
They're pieces of me now

Drink up (drink up) drink up the loneliness
Drink up (drink up) drink up my lonely
Drink up my lonely
Drink up
Drink up the loneliness

Take me to a hotel room
And tie me to the bed of my mistakes
Kiss me like I paid for this
Please don't stop till you've raped all my faith

And the white coats, just don't get it,
I'm a genius, with a headache.
And the white coats, just don't get it,
I'm a genius, with a headache.

Am I a little sick or a little sane?
Am I a little sick or a little sane?
Am I a little sick or a little sane?
'Cause I feel a little sick

I'm sorry I forgot your name
But this is the first time I've played this game
I know I made a big mistake
Paying you to suck out all my faith

And the white coats, just don't get it,
I'm a genius, with a headache.
And the white coats, just don't get it,
I'm a genius, with a headache.

Am I a little sick or a little sane?
Am I a little sick or a little sane?
Am I a little sick or a little sane?
'Cause I feel a little sick

She screams! (come and get some of this!)
She screams! (come and get some of this!)
She screams! (come and get some of this!)
She screams! (come and get some of this!)

And the white coats, just don't get it,
I'm a genius, with a headache.
And the white coats, just don't get it,
I'm a genius, with a headache.

Am I a little sick or a little sane?
Am I a little sick or a little sane?
Am I a little sick or a little sane?
'Cause I feel a little sick

She screams!
She screams!
She screams!
She screams!

Follow your bliss
It beats on my chest
I know I got it tattooed for a reason
(Why Can't I Just Hold It True?)
Cause I'm still crashing all the funerals of these people that I never knew

I'm stuck in coma, stuck in a neverending sleep
Some day I will wake up, and realize I made up everything

I shut the door and,
Turn all the lights out
And listen to all the song's that the night shouts
(They go something just like this)
So, go fill up a glass with tonic rocks and jaded drink yourself to happiness

I'm stuck in coma, stuck in a neverending sleep
Some day I will wake up, and realize I made up everything

We cannot hang ourselves around gold chandeliers
A dream brought back to home (All the pain and fears)
We send our sunken ships to a shallow grave
Washed up upon the rocks (I Won't Be Saved)

I Won't Be Saved
I'm stuck in coma, stuck in a neverending sleep
And some day I will wake up, and realize I gave up everything

(I Won't) So follow your bliss, it beats on my chest (Be Saved)
(I Won't) I know I got it tattooed for a reason (Be Saved)
(I Won't) I shut the door and turn all the lights out (Be Saved)
(I Won't) And listen to all the song's that the night shouts (Be Saved)

Calling all cars we've got another victim
'Cause my love has become an affliction
What did you expect from me?
What did you expect from me?

I'm sorry but I think I've got permission
I lied at my very first confession
What did you expect from me?
What did you expect from me?

'Cause this has been building since I have been breathing
And I know how it's going to end

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down
(And now that I'm gone)
Try to forget me and just move on
So will you scatter my ashes where they wont be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now
(You knew all along)
Try to forget me and just move on

Oh my dear, what have I gone and done now?
It's curtain call, I'm about to take my last bow
What did you expect from me?
What did you expect from me?

Without giving away the insider ending
I ruined the evening again

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down
(And now that I'm gone)
Try to forget me and just move on
So will you scatter my ashes where they wont be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now
(You knew all along)
Try to forget me and just move on

I don't, have love left, inside, inside
And I don't, have love left, inside, inside
Are you desperate for an answer?
I don't have an ounce of good left in me now
That's why I walked out

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down
(And now that I'm gone)
Try to forget me and just move on
So will you scatter my ashes where they wont be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now
(You hate me for it now)
Try to forget me and just move on

I am not the one that you should blame
So take what I left you for the pain
I am not the one that you should blame
So take what I left you for the pain
And do your best to forget my name

I spent the last year paying the stranger to wait.
Saved the childhood thoughts about the love I had made.

I'm falling for one of betrayal,
Distraced in the buckle.

Cause we made it out of here.
(Cause we made it out of here)
Cause I watch it dimly clear.

(So save yourself)
Cause it's too late for me.
(So save yourself)
Cause I lost everything.

Lying on the couches spilling all of my guts.
Walking out with nothing but a head full of self.

I take back every good thing that I ever said.

Cause it was all so meaningless.
(Cause it was all so meaningless)
It didn't help clean up my mess.

(So save yourself)
Cause it's too late for me.
(So save yourself)
Cause I lost everything.

Now I See
(You rip me open, rip me up)
Now I See
(You rip me open, rip me up)

I spent the last four years of my life,
Lost kid, the question, searched to find out, it was time.

(So save yourself)
Cause it's too late for me.
(So save yourself)
Cause I lost everything.

Now I see

I can't believe it's been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On the salty lips and said to them
I love you--Bye (Bye)
Give way to the weight that's dragging and pulling through me now

I've got something to say
About the last twelve months I've lived
I'm not the same kid
I was when I was younger
I just thought you should know

I take a pill every day
To help me deal with life

And oh my God
I'm lost, I'm told
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at home

Give way to the weight that's dragging and pulling through me now

I've got something to say
About the family that I've lost
I hope my mother and father think that they raised a healthy boy

Who needs the help of a shrink
To even leave the house

And oh my god
I'm lost, I'm told
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at home

I'm not the same kid
I was when I was younger
I just thought you should know
I'm not the same kid
I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

Give it away to the weight that's dragging and pulling through me now
And now, and now, it's finding it's way and making it's way to let go

I can't believe it's been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On the salty lips and said to them
I loved you

Just follow
The pain and swallow
Too hard to swallow them
Down your throat
Too hard to swallow (I have to swallow)
The pain follows (The pain, it follows)
And this is what I feel
Down your throat

My best fried is a man
With a lab coat, entering
I hold my shaking hand
And it gives me medicine

I hope this makes me feel at home
But they slowly steal my soul
I tell him I still feel alone
"Don't worry someday I promise you will feel at home"

And oh my God
I've lost control
Of the only thing in life I had a hold of
And oh my God
I've lost control
Of the only thing in life I had a hold of
And oh my God
I've lost control
Of the only thing in life I had a hold of

I don't lie
I love you all
I do
And to all of you guessing
Just tell that I'm betting to stall
It's true

We will capture you in open arms
When you're tired and alone

My life is better than it ever was
My life is better than it ever was

And I'll give blood to your dry veins
We do this for the passion and not the fashion or fame

We will capture you
In open arms
When you're tired and alone

My life is better than it ever was
My life is better than it ever was

This could be your home when you're all alone
Tired and desperate
My life is better than it ever was

To all the crowded rooms that say you gave me a home anyway
To all the crowded rooms that say you gave me a home anyway
To all the crowded rooms that say you gave me a home anyway
To all the crowded rooms that say you gave me a home anyway

I'll give blood to your dry veins
I'll give blood to your dry veins (To your dry veins) (I'll give blood)
To all the crowded rooms that say (To your dry veins)
To all the crowded rooms that say (You gave me a home anyway)

My life is better than it ever was
My life is better than it ever was

This could be your home when you're all alone
Tired and desperate
This could be your home when you're all alone
Tired and desperate

This island has become an ocean
and my boat is way to small.
The waves are crashing in
and I can't save this sinking ship.

I sent out signal flares,
but no one out there seems to care.
Now the voice inside my head
is the only thing that I have left.

This is the part where I'll admit
I'm getting what I deserve.

And now I'm lost at sea,
I'm drowning in what I won't be.
I'm haunted by the sound.
(sweet sound of my last breath)

20 days at sea,
My skin is blistered from the heat.
I can beg and I can plea
What I get is never what I need.

This is the part where I'll admit,
I'm getting what I deserve.

And now I'm lost at sea;
I'm drowning in what I won't be.
I'm haunted by the sound.
(sweet sound of my last breath)

And now I'm lost at sea,
I'm drowning in what I won't be.
I'm haunted by the sound.
(sweet sound of my last breath)

Whoa oh oh Whoa whoa oh
I'm going down I'm going down
Whoa oh oh Whoa whoa oh
I'm going down I'm going down

This is the part where I'll admit,
I'm getting what I deserve.

And now I'm lost at sea,
I'm drowning in what I won't be.
I'm haunted by the sound.
(sweet sound of my last breath)

And now I'm lost at sea,
I'm drowning in what I won't be.
I'm haunted by the sound.
(sweet sound of my last breath)

I was the chapstick in your purse, to keep you smooth.
I was the finger in your throat, to keep you cute.
My liver hates you for walking out on us.
My kidney’s drowning in a pool of a long lost love.

I stole your perfume to spray in my room,
You will always be here.

So Much for the past year,
I poured it down the drain with all the alcohol and pain I got from,
Your Eyes, Oh Your Eyes.
I’m burning out my bedside,
And I’m rotting out my insides slowly.

I was the hand that held your hair back from your face.
Now I must forget the way you taste.

I stole your perfume to spray in my room,
You will always be here.

So Much for the past year,
I poured it down the drain with all the alcohol and pain I got from,
Your Eyes, Oh Your Eyes.
I’m burning out my bedside,
And I’m rotting out my insides slowly.

I love you so damn much; I’ll even start to pray.
I’ll put my faith in all your bullshit if it means you’ll stay.
[Repeat]

So Much for the past year,
I poured it down the drain with all the alcohol and pain I got from,
Your Eyes, Oh Your Eyes.
I’m burning out my bedside,
And I’m rotting out my insides,
I’m burning out my bedside,
And I’m rotting out my insides.

I love you so much, I started praying.
I love you so much that I stated praying.
[Repeat]

(My father's sins are out tonight)
(My father's sins are out tonight)

I haven't seen him in years
I haven't seen him in years

(My mother's sins are out tonight)
(My mother's sins are out tonight)

I haven't loved her in years
I haven't loved her in years

But to those for loneliness sometimes it just makes so much sense
(Here's a toast for loneliness sometimes it just makes so much sense)
For every night I drink alone I'm happier than I could have ever known
(Every night I drink alone and I'm happier than I could have ever known)

(My father's sins are out tonight)
(My father's sins are out tonight)

My skin is on the run
My skin is on the run

(My father's sins are out tonight)
(My father's sins are out tonight)

My skin is on the run
My skin is on the run

I'm not waiting
I'm not waiting

But to those for loneliness sometimes it just makes so much sense
(Here's a toast for loneliness sometimes it just makes so much sense)
For every night I drink alone I'm happier than I could have ever known
(Every night I drink alone and I'm happier than I could have ever known)

I'm not waiting
I'm not waiting

Invent dreams upon my paper wings (upon my paper wings)
People flying isn't just for kings (isn't just for kings)
I take the stairs to the very top floor (very top floor)
I paid the super to leave open the door (leave open the door)
A perfect sunset is sinking in the sky (sinking in the sky)
I know my body is ready to fly (is ready to fly)
I start the countdown backwards at ten (backwards at ten)
When I reach one my sentiment will end (sentiment will end)

Falling down as windows pass I start to cry
And curse the day my parents laid
In a bed over the steps where love was made
Please mark my grave "Unknown"

But to those for loneliness sometimes it just makes so much sense
(Here's a toast for loneliness sometimes it just makes so much sense)
For every night I drink alone I'm happier than I could have ever known
(Every night I drink alone and I'm happier than I could have ever known)

Here I lie
Here I lie

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Here I lie
Staring At
Clouds and Shapes
Of dogs and cats.
I hear a woman
Start to yell
"Oh dear God, I think he fell"

And the arrow,
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell.
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down.

A priest is rushing
To my side,
Begins to read me
My last rites.
Father you're too late
My faith is weak
So won't you save your
half-hearted speech.

And the arrow,
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell.
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down.

A man bends down and says,
"Son, we're going to get through this one
take my hand and let us pray..."
I scream, "Please get the fuck away."

And the arrow,
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell.
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down.

The ambulance is singing
As cops push back the crowd
I start to take my last breath,
As blood pours out my mouth.
The medics walk in my way
I think this could be it.
I hear them start to say
The time of death is half past six.

And the arrow,
Shot straight to hell [x2]

this town had some thing
deep inside of me
and now its a struggle just to breath

and this used to be my own safety
the side walks the doorknob
and the memories are grey
I'd rather keep them all that way

cuz i can't relive
all of those nights when i was
afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
when i was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
i can't go back to all this!
(the pain I've had)
i can't go back to all this now

look at me
I'm a mess
a mess of ??
that i never wanted to be

i can't relive
i can't relive
all of those nights when i was
afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
when i was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
i can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
i can't go back to all this
i can't go back to all this NOW

all of those nights when i was
afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
when i was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
i can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
i can't go back to all this
i can't go back to all this NOW!

Just like the lady in the blue dress,
You've got cigarettes on your breath,
Hairspray and some cheap perfume
I'll put a little sour in your sweet.
You've got so much fucking tongue in cheek
You want what you could never have

You say that you want respect
Well then you better get some for yourself.
Cause all that I see right now,
Is someone whose lost and encircled.

So you say, that I am rated X.
You suffer from the lack of sex.
Black heart and your lipstick smeared.
Your points are trite, and not too sober
to deal with your running over.
Your sane, but that ain't cleche lines.

You say that you want respect
Well then you better get some for yourself.
Cause all that I see right now,
Is someone whose lost and encircled.

Don't try to be cute with me
Cause I know you hate yourself.
And you'd end your stupid lies now
but your too spineless.

Just like the lady in the blue dress,
You've got cigarettes on your breath,
Hairspray and some cheap perfume

You say that you want respect
Well then you better get some for yourself.
Cause all that I see right now,

Today my past
Has come alive to eat
All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet
Moving left and right
As my legs shake like trees
Oh how I curse the heavens for not taken me

GOD DAMN
This whole mess that's me
I DON'T TRUST MYSELF
I'm in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me

And I awake
Much to my dismay
To find that I'm still staring at the same ceiling
I just wish once
I could get this right
And have the angels from the south take me at night

GOD DAMN
This whole mess that's me
I DON'T TRUST MYSELF
I'm in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me

And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
In this self loathing sickness
And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
In this self loathing sickness

GOD DAMN
This whole mess that's me
I DON'T TRUST MYSELF
I'm in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me

And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness