Альбом Seether

Last night I saw that beauty queen 
Watched her paint her face on 
I wanna be that magazine 
That she bases life on 
I wanna waste her monthly blood 
Wanna get some on my love 
Wanna get some gasoline 
And burn the house down 

She's got nothing to say 
She's got bills to pay 
She's got no one to hate 
Except for me 

Last night I saw that beauty queen 
She's getting high on Revlon 
I wanna be that magazine 
That she wastes her life on 
I wanna waste her monthly blood 
Wanna get some on my love 
Wanna get some gasoline 
And burn the house down 

She's got nothing to say 
She's got bills to pay 
She's got no one to hate 
Except for me 
Me. 

When I saw that beauty queen 
And watched her paint her face on 
I wanna be the one unclean 
That she wipes her ass on 
Wanna waste her monthly blood 
Wanna get some on my love 
Wanna get some gasoline 
And burn the house down 

She's got nothing to say 
She's got bills to pay 
She's got no one to hate 
Except for me 
She's got nothing but shame 
She takes pills for pain 
She's got no one to blame 
Except for me. 

Do you think I'm faking 
when I'm lying next to you? 
Do you think that I am blind 
nothing left for me to lose? 
Must be something on your mind 
something lost and left behind 
Do you know I'm faking now? 

Do you know I'm faking 
when I'm lying next to you? 
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do?
Must be something on your mind 
something lost for me to find 
Do you know I'm faking? 

Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him 
Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man 

I guess you know I'm faking 
when I tell you I love you 
I guess you know that I am blind 
to everything you say and do 
Must be something on my mind 
there's nothing left for me to hide 
Do you know I'm faking? 

Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him 
Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man 

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face 
I need you. I breathe you. 
I can't go through this all again. 
We have to succumb to 
the feelings we can never face I need you. 
I breathe you. I can't go through this… 

Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before 

Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him 
Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man 
Then she told me she had a gun 

Leave your mark under my skin
And mind how strong you are
And feast your eyes on my disdain
And move this one once scar

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you,
Push if you still need my pain
Cause I will never tell
So scream if you still hate my name
Cause I'll be where I fell

Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your neck
Come sit close to me
Hands around my neck
Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your neck
Come sit close to me, close to me, yea

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you

If I decide that I am alive
Than I've diseased and ungrateful
And if I can fight
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful
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If I decide that I am alive
Than I've diseased and ungrateful
And if I can fight
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I decide that I am alive
Than I've diseased and ungrateful
if I can fight
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful

Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me

If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

The deception you show is your own paradise
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah

Originally By Pearl Jam

Vacate is the word...vengeance has no place so near to her
Cannot find a comfort in this world
Artificial tears...vessel stabbed...next up, volunteers
Vulnerable, wisdom can't adhere...

A truant finds home...and a will to hold on...
There's a trapdoor in the sun...it's immortality...

As privileged as a whore...victims in demand for public show
Swept out through the cracks beneath the door
Holier than thou, how?
Surrendered...executed anyhow
Scrawls resolved, cigar box on the floor...

A truant finds home...and a will to hold on, to...
There's a trapdoor in the sun...

Its immortality...
I cannot stop the thought...of running out the door...
Coming up a which way sign...and all good truants must decide...
Oh, stripped and sold, mom...and an auctioned forearm...
And whiskers in the sink...
A truants finds home...and a will to hold on to..
Some die just to live...
Ohh...

Can you remember when,we used to cry
But never in distress
Or can you picture when
We used to pride ourselves on neatness
Cause I can't understand,what you meant to me
Made me wild, then you tied my hands

Can you remember when
we used to laugh
At those mistakes we made
Or can you picture then
How we used to drive
And never reach the end

But I can't understand,what you meant to me
Made me wild, then you tied my hands

But since you went away
Made me find
I have nothing to say to you

Since you went away
Made me find
I have nothing to say to you

Cause I can't understand what you meant to me
Made me wild, then you tied my hands

Cause I can't understand what you meant to me
Made me wild, but you tied my hands

Tied my hands, tied my hands, tied my hands, tied my hands

And my words will be here when I'm gone 
As I'm fading away against the wind 
And the words you left me linger on 
As I'm failing again now, never to change this 

And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 

And it seems I'm alone here, hollow again 
As I'm flailing again against the wind 
And the scars I am left with swallow again 
As I'm failing again now, never to change this 

And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 
And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 

The same old feelings are taking over 
and I can't seem to make them go away 
And I can't take all the pressure sober, 
but I can't seem to make it go away 
The same old feelings are taking over 
and I can't seem to make them go away 
And I can't take all the pressure sober 
(I can't make it go away. I can't make it go away) 

And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 
And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 
And I'm falling, falling, falling, 
falling, falling, falling, falling 

It seems like every day's the same 
and I'm left to discover on my own 
It seems like everything is gray 
and there's no color to behold 
They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah 
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here 

And I am aware now of how 
everything's gonna be fine one day 
Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now, 
seems everyone's gonna be fine 
One day too late, just as well 

I feel the dream in me expire 
and there's no one left to blame it on 
I hear you label me a liar 
'cause I can't seem to get this through 
You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah 
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here 

And I am aware now of how 
everything's gonna be fine one day 
Too late, I'm in hell 
I am prepared now, 
seems everyone's gonna be fine 
One day too late; just as well 

And I'm not scared now. 
I must assure you, 
you're never gonna get away 
And I'm not scared now. 
And I'm not scared now. No… 

I am aware now of how 
everything's gonna be fine one day 
Too late, I'm in hell 
I am prepared now 
seems everyone's gonna be fine 
One day too late, just as well 
I am prepared now, 
seems everything's gonna be fine for me 
For me; for myself. 
For me, for me, for myself 
For me, for me, for myself 
I am prepared now for myself 

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open 
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of this

Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away
So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure
I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

Hold your eyes closed, take me in
Hold your eyes closed, take me in

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie

I am a plastic man, Wish i can be the one you could be proud of.
Im losin heart again, wish i could show you what you think i'm made of.
Someday i know i'll find my place, someday i know this pain will fade.

I am a perfect sale, just wrap me up with ur a bow and flowers.
I will neglect to tell, i'll sell your story that we love each other.
Someday i know i'll find my place, someday i know this pain will fade.
Someday i know i'll find my place, someday i know i'll sing my last rephrase.

Why don't let me be, and i'll pretend i'm well.
Cuz ur blind to see, and i'm too tired to tell.
And in ur apathy, u head begins to swell.
Another tradegy, but ur too cold to feel.

Someday i know i'll find my place, someday i know this pain will fade.
Someday i know i'll find my place, someday i'll sing my last rephrase

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of this