Альбом Say Anything

[Spoken Intro:]
I know you love how I make it all go away:
all the joy, all the pain, all thoughts in your brain.
For the price of your soul, I will hold your heart in my talons.
For three summers straight you've been my sweet eye candy;
and no one will ever, ever, take you away from me.

I saw, I smelled what he did to you, girl,
and to be frank, the thought makes my innards curl.
How he preyed on your ripe insecurities.
The thorn in your side is alive, and it's killing me.
Obscure records entombed in his room with mechanical lust,
diapered, desolate middle-aged doom.
On your knees in his downtrodden shit-eating grin of a room.
If only you'd meet me here soon.

If only you'd start breathing, I'd court you exclusively.
With my shovel, I'm pounding earth 'til suddenly I see...

You awake from the dirt and the grime,
stretch your fractured, pretzel spine,
out to take your revenge for the crime,
filled with fire and finally mine.

Paraded you around like a second place prize,
hair done up, black holes painted on your eyes.
Held a book burning in your back yard,
while your parents observed from their window, slightly scarred.
And I've watched with my shovel in hand.
I have in faith in you, child.
From his nightmares I've plucked a plan,
where that prick, to the world, is revealed as a wicked man.
This is a prayer from your biggest fan.

If only you could see me, we'd dance like a heart attack.
With a wail you let them know you're furious, you're back.

You awake from the dirt and the grime,
stretch your fractured, pretzel spine,
out to take your revenge for the crime,
filled with fire and finally mine.

You awake from the grave that he dug,
pulsing, boiling, angry blood.
Well aware that I'm falling in love.
Filled with fire, I'm drinking gasoline to make it go faster,
Gasoline will make it grow much faster.
Gasoline to make it go faster.
Gasoline will make it grow much faster.

Faster (faster)
Faster (faster)
Faster (faster)
Faster (faster)
Faster (faster)
Faster (faster)
Faster (faster)
Faster

There's something in the way you people smell,
Like you've got no soul at all,
Fingers crawling with ringworm,
Your sneer's a mating call,
To lure in others of your breed,
Spread that smug and slimy seed,
Borrow quotes from the culture,
Crowded like weeds.

Is your schedule sufficient tonight, you toad?
Hop another bar until the rooster crows.
This song belongs to you,
And all your crew.
This curse will sting the worst,
As it shall marr you.

All rise!
All rise!

I'd rather spend an evening giving birth than see how you rise a groove on everyone but the person you're talking to.
Trapped between babuskas on a plane is a fraction of how lame
It is to watch you pump the poison through your veins.

Is your schedule sufficient tonight, you crow?
Sqawk another song until your heart explodes!
This song belongs to you,
And all your crew.
This curse will sting the worst,
As it shall marr you.

You probably think this means I give up on you.
The saddest part is this is why I come,
To watch and pray that I'm mistaken,
And pray I'm not the only one,
Try not to care about this,
I'm knowing this is hopeless;
Noone notices it's,
Not losing sleep over this;
You people are unredeemable, indescribable, all but evil.

"You know very well, what you are,
Don't let it light you off.
You wear your scars,
I've had a few, but not that many.
But you're the only one,
Who gives me good and plenty."

This song belongs to you,
And all your crew. (You're the only one)
This curse will sting the worst,
As it shall marr you. (You're the only one)

Today I sat and smoked myself to cancer
Thinking about the dancer at the bar
Well how was I to know
That this crush would grow and grow
‘Til it became the love eclipsing every star

And yes I know my addictions run the gamut
The smokes, the booze, the drugs, the 24
But you help make the turkey colder
As if I'm not bipolar
Let me list those things about you I adore

Beautiful, you're
Freckled slightly, your laugh's mighty
Express the flexible, not wound up tightly
And that is why
You should rock my world

I knew that you were vegan when I met you
For years, I did undress you from afar
But now you're free to be
An open sore like me
I would like to know just where you hide those scars

'Cause you curve right where you should when you're a lady
But you're slender, sleek and somewhat sleepy eyed
Atypically moaning
And Bono-lyric quoting
Like I'd sell my soul to kneel between your thighs

With starry eyes, you're
Warm-glancing, entrancing
And you're amused by my sick, sad... ranting
And that is why
You should rock my world

I want you...
You're where I want you
In my head
Want you where I want you

With...
Ripe wonder,
I plunder the village just to see that I've become her
And that is why
you should rock my...
That is why
That is why
You should be my girl

But I can't have you
So I watch frozen stars on the way home
I watch frozen stars on the way back home
I watch frozen stars on the way home
Frozen stars on the way back home!

Tearing out my hair
on a bedroom floor
empty all the meds
never anymore
for sure
throbbing in my flesh
breaking out in scarlet swords
therapy I've been enslaved
I think I'll medicate this raise

So now I've crossed the line
(tearing out my on a bedroom floor)

Fixing up the drugs
with a tiny flame
put 'em in my lungs
and forget my name
I blame my parents for molesting me
with self-fulfilling prophecies
the teacher for indulging me
shit dress up with fury, fear and shame

So now I've crossed the line
(put 'em in my lungs, forget my name)

High, and I'll try
I'll get high
and I'll drive

If I were the keys
then where would I be
if it's up to me
then I'll be free
if I were the keys
then where would I be
if it's up to me
then I will be free

yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I'm sinking yet I'll stride
A satchel filled with files
The secrets of the tribe
The cameras follow me for miles

Born a slave in 1984,
I discovered that my life is just a record they performed
A maze where I was placed
Tell me what you think of this one
Tell me what you think of this one

'Cause now I've sold you out
Now that there's no doubt
Now I've called you out
Now I've sold you out

They strapped me to the roof
and cut right through me
Diggin' through my wounds
I watched them helplessly and shook
Where are my pills, where is my former lover?
I've been betrayed by everyone I know who's blown my feeble cover

So tell me what you think of this one
Tell me what you think of this gun

Now I've sold you out
Now that there's no doubt
Now I've called you out
Now I've sold you out

'Cause the truth is this:
I finally know what they conceived so long ago
A baby rat for them to test,
The poison's on a rubber breast
For me to learn; dependence on the shackles here
But now they're gone
This place I live in hyper speed

I shall not live; I shall not breathe again

This is fuckin' ecstasy
This is fuckin' leprosy
It's like they're fuckin' testin' me
I'm in fuckin' ecstasy

I wake up in a room and realize I'm insane again.
This is the fifth time straight in a year I've ended up in here
eating pbj's and watching the church channel nightly.
Didn't mind what I did,
I fell behind on my nightly four-course meal of rainbow pills.
Now I'm wondering what is fake and what is real.

But who's that ghost who keeps walking by my door?
I've never seen a girl look so good in thick-rimmed glasses before.
And I feel her gaze on me during sleeping hours.
And when I shower.

They let us play with markers, but I keep trying to draw infinity, and I read the bible to pass the time.
But one day out of nowhere, she sits down and looks over my shoulder.
I'm shaking harder then I've ever shook before.
she sings:
Oh, do you remember me? is your mind that worn?
We both were born to be one with that which the public scorned.
Though you were forlorn in despair with your drugs and your hardcore porn.
Trust me, those days won`t be mourned
So lay your head on me
So lay your head on me.
So lay your head onto me.
Yeah lay your head on me.
So lay your head on me.
So lay your head on me.
So lay your head onto me.
Yeah lay your head on me

Girlfriend now
I have a girlfriend now
no way, no how
how'd I get a girlfriend, now?

I remember it vividly, love. I've been walking erect since the moment we met
and I caught your eyes to my surprise (your white thighs)
hebraic neuroses ceased to be
an angel's conversing with me
the new attractive to me is divine
and even if your friends don't understand
no matter what i'll always be your man
and even if you go, you know you�ll leave me feeling grand
I'll need new contraceptives, green eyes
I found god when you left him, green eyes
let's spend the night entwined out on the boardwalk in sickly summertime
like the yin and the yang of the afikomen
you're the omen that all has changed that was deranged
and even if you stomp me 'til I'm sore
no matter what I'd bleed to be your whore
and even if the cancer grows until we explode, I'm yours

Girlfriend now
I have a girlfriend now
no way, no how
how'd i get a girlfriend, now?
well from here on forth, I'm yours

And even if your whisper eats my ear
your voice shall be the only song i long to hear
and even if you fear the end, our sacrament of salmon and irish beer
will still be here

Girlfriend now
I have a girlfriend now
no way, no how
how'd I get a girlfriend, now?
well from here on forth, I'm yours

Boy, i need your love, so give it to me
boy, i need your touch, so lay it on me
boy, i need your love, i need your touch, I'm yours

Baby girl, I'm a blur
I spoiled, stunted, sickened her.
God and Death are none of my concern
No, philosopher.
Deep in your heart, stitched the key
And only one can set me free from the beast
where I dwell and let the saints all burn in hell.

So take what you want from me, heyyyy
And take all I've got from me, heyyyy
You're with me all the time
The drugs can have my mind, love
You own the rest you'll find
And you're with me all the time

On the roof, burning black, the city smoked from the attack
But on the roof, we love the beast to death
The sweat and whiskey breath

So take what you want from me, heyyyy
And take all I've got from me, heyyyy
You're with me all the time
The drugs can have my mind, love
You own the rest you'll find
And you're with me all the time

We fall right down
We get back up again
thats how we be
you and me
I would not crowd,
I would not smother you
I'd let you breathe, over me

We're on a sinking ship, but we're escaping it
We're on a sinking ship, but we're escaping
We're on a sinking ship, but we're escaping it
We're on a sinking ship, we're escaping

You're with me all the time
You're with me all the time
You're with me all the time
You're with me all the time

No matter where I go you're on my mind
I stumble home and pray I'll find
With your flamethrower eyes and jilted smile
You'll soothe my wounds and drain my bile

You're with me all the time.

They take advantage of him all of the time
Their fingers rape his cavities
Proven for a hidden cliche
He's a fruit that got in gravity's way
He's the first to tell you he's full of shit
Like thats half a compliment for men
Though hes waking up in puddles of piss
He marinates his metaphors in them

And in this moment
La, lalaladada, lalaladada, lalaladada
They'll be falling in love
La, lalaladada, lalaladada, lalaladada

She takes photographs of people she knows
She brings out the best and worst in them
And god is buried deep in the folds
Of her fractured self and the lies that they've told
She used to laugh at everything old
It was a joke that never aged a bit
But when they robbed her of her infinite smile
She said maybe I'll just play dead for a while

And in this moment
La, lalaladada, lalaladada, lalaladada
They'll be falling in love
La, lalaladada, lalaladada, lalaladada

I'm right here and I must admit
I've been pining for you
Your my wish
When I touch my self I am conjuring you
From when we talk all night and the minutes are free
I just hope when I cast my spell you'll be falling for me

Because
Falling in love could be the first thing
Falling in love could be the worst thing
Theres no rehearsing
Retarded in love

You never wanted this
So now I'm taking it from you
Back in the hands of the natives of this land
You're a fallen star
You know not what you are
We're escaping through the tunnels deep beneath you

People like you are why people like me exist
Persist to spit upon your writ
People like you are why people like me defy your lies
So here's your kiss goodbye

Don't you look at her
Don't even say a word
You had your chance and you sold it secondhand
Repressed and overdressed
Brand a scarlet letter on your chest
Here's where second best overtakes the rest

People like you are why people like me exist
Persist to spit upon your writ
People like you are why people like me defy your lies
So here's your kiss goodbye

We see, we see right through
We see, we see right through you
We see, we see right through
We see right through you

A person's not more than a thing
The day his insides cease to sting
Yeah
Get on your gloves and take the ring
Vacate your throne, unholy king of kings
Whoah yeah

People like you are why people like me exist
Persist (persist) to spit upon your writ
People like you are why people like me defy (defy) your lies (your lies)
So here's your kiss goodbye

People like you
People like you
People like you are why people defy your lies
So here's a kiss goodbye

You say you're a shade in my face from my father's share crops
My people were slaves before yours invented hip-hop
Apologize but I'm in on the joke
Another brother to scoff at the dancing patterns of white folk

I think I'm fine the way I am
(and yes I chase my milk with ham)
I think I'm fine the way I am
Jesus died a jew
pupils painted blue
yeah haters know its true
Jesus died a jew

you saw you're the breath on my nose of my daddy's ear locks
shunned before you pieced it and sold it and called it punk rock
apologize for the murder of god
like Judas the traitor we are both favored and deeply flawed

I think I'm fine the way I am
(although we broke our promised land)
I think I'm fine the way I am
Jesus died a jew
pupils painted blue
yeah haters know its true
Jesus died a jew
so I'll let it burn away
let it burn away
let it burn away
let it burn away

Failure is angular
It isn't circle shaped
Every fucked mistake
I made when I abandoned her
And with my wand-like sex
I cast a horrid hex
I layed a curse on her, a curse on her
La la la la la la

Another wasted verse on her
Gave birth to her
La la la la la
Oh God
Forgive me Moses, Jesus, Allah

I have made such an awful regret of today
Oh today, I have made such an awesome regret

I could be more than this
With all the time I have
I am an insult to the dead
You should be over this
The infidelities are on account of me
And so I cheat on you, I beat on you
With words and with actions
I will never tell the truth
In dead aloof
With that, you are my fraction

Oh god
I have made such an awful regret of today
Oh today, I have made such an awesome regret
Where I stay
(Tonight this won't come easy)
Where I lay
In my bed of needles
Where I play
(Tonight this won't come easy)
like a bad child on the baby's birthday

Take a permanent vacation
I've got two months to live
And all the mental masturbation
Is just too much to give
So I'll go down to where the river
Flows into the sea
And you can bathe me in your body fluids
You can rescue me

Oh god
(Tonight this won't come easy)
I have made such an awful regret of today
(Tonight this won't come easy)
Oh today, I have made such an awesome regret
Where I stay
(Tonight this won't come easy)
Where I lay
In my bed of needles
Where I play
(Tonight this won't come easy)
like I'm a bad child on a baby's birthday
Here I lay (x 4)

It's too much to do on my own
my friends, i need you now
i'm sorry that i wrecked that tour for us
the drugs left me wigging out on the bus
i'm snapping into slim jims
and out to save some souls
if i can't do my job, my god,
what am i even here for?

i want to be back in the van
where evil never would nor could nor should ever understand
back in the van
it's anything but their outrageous grandstand

cause if you want it, then come and get it
we're all with you now, we're all with you now
cause if you can think it, then you can make it
we're all with you now, we're all with you

forever yours i am, like the ocean to the sand
forever in debt to my band,
like i'm in the palm of your hand
though i'm forever wondering why
like a skeptic to the sky
forever yours and yours and yours and yours i am
goodbye

I fucked someone with words, broke a promise.
You forgave but you won't forget.
I pray the day will come when you see I was numb till you burned me with your cigarette.
But each fight leaves my vocal cords shattered.
I sing with my gums specked with glass.
I pray and I beg like a dog, hump your leg till you spay my sorry broke ass.

Singin'
Why do you always have to
Push me far away from you
All I want's to stay with you
So naiive, each time you leave
I always still believe in you
Know that I'm holding you down
Now you're out on the town
The courage you've found
Is spitting in spite of me
Leaving me dead on the ground.

Cater to me or I'll punch myself till my face is blue.
Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do.
Cater to me or I'll punch my eyelids blue. Alright!
Later you'll be sorry for the things you do.

If I'm an arrogant prick shitting out heart attacks,
Then you're the Queen of the Damned,
feelingless, devoid of tact.

Hey, I'm the crazy one here.
I'm dying of a deep regret.
But I can't stand these nights I've spent alone away begging
Tearing my face apart like cheap leggings
Sorry my love, I'm gone.
Keep egging this on.
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone

Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted.
What did i just do?
Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this.
What did i just do?

Can't you see, my dear,
What you create is greater than great
It's beautiful and valid
Go tell the false friend who doubts your art:
hey, toss my caustic salad
their noise pollution is a one-night stand
a closet corporate ballad
compose the theme that seems to haunt the sultan's dreams

yes their truth is a lie, a sickly, sober sky
don't you dare lay down your spear and die,
oh small fry
crime of the century, know what it meant to me
they'll label us what they can never be

so hate me, but I am in your heart, I am in your heart
pulling it apart

all those magazines and stifled teens whose trite teething is outdated
have miniscule minds of clay in need of chiseling away
this war's been reinstated
so spit a wad in the face of their fucking flawless race
and all they've consecrated
I won't believe the twisted web they weave

They can't stitch you silent now
Or bitch the violence out
I'm disavowed, I'm proud to shun your know-how
The wolf begat the lamb
And now it's in his hands
I'm reeling from a feeling that they banned
Our last stand goes:

I am in your heart (burning up a black hole)
Pulling it apart

Hallelujah, love lost
I've got an empty wallet and a record cover
The stage, hot and worn, like an aging lover
So I spew a comet of verbal vomit
Sacrilegious of Christ or Islamic
It's full of piss and they'll never stop it
Come on

And kill the kindly ones
The ever blinded ones
We stand and face you now, we will not run
Crime of the century, know what it meant to me
Just wait and see where your lemming line leads

Caught you looking at my reflection
This is not the way we procreate
Give me something else than affection
Swollen suffering fantasy of hate

You're a pretty face, you should like me
I want to get used by you
Cause I'm full of hate, just excite me
I want to get bruised by you

The murder that marks you everyday
The stain in your soul won't wash away
We spit on the cross just like we're trained
We scowl and screw away the pain
(But I'm up for it if you are handsome
Let's keep that morning star burning)

You're a party boy, you should like me
I want to get used by you
Cause I'm unemployed, just to spite me
I want to get bruised by you

When you burn in hell they remind you
Of all the things you've screwed up in your life
I'll be one of them, if you're inclined to
Turn away from the ever glowing light

All I want is to see through you
If only you were alive I could trust you
But now alone in your bed we'll prove
You do not have to love to be in pain, boo

The truth is, you should lie with me

You've got nowhere to go but up.
To where you'll dine with foreign kings.
You can't forget about our trist.
And all those other fleeting things.

And will they train you like a dog
And will they walk you down my street
The wind will whistle our old songs
The ones I'll always keep

You've got nowhere to go.
Nowhere to go.

I've got a bone to pick with you
About the argument we had
The day you got into that cab
And said my world is in your past

You've got nowhere to go.
Nowhere to go.

There must be something wrong with me.
My mind is just a sickly little alibi.
And why am I suprised you've given up on me?
Goodbye.
The word you're wielding like a knife.

You've got nowhere to go.
Nowhere to go

Pay your respects to a greater intellect
Your just a pawn, does this confession turn you on?
I know your kind; you'd do me from behind
And when everyone stares, their eyes will bare the sharpest glare

Everybody knows, beneath your clothes, staring at your toes is just a pose
Everybody good knows how hard you blow
Everybody knows.

You did me wrong, I grinned and played along
Those days are gone. Does this confession turn you on?
I'd see you stoned, lawn chair to gilded throne
You cut your tiny ties and now your dangling by a lie

Everybody knows, beneath your clothes, staring at your toes is just a pose
Everybody good knows how hard you blow
Everybody knows.

You think you're Jesus Christ
You think you're Jesus Christ
You think you're Jesus Christ
You think you're Jesus Christ

You're not my Jesus Christ
You're not my Jesus Christ
You're not my Jesus Christ
You're not my Jesus Christ

The tide rolls by,
and i wonder why,
i felt inclined to try,
my starry eyes were plucked for sacrifice,
the sea divides but i,
but i don't wanna get lost in the ocean,
and i don't wanna get lost in the ocean now

and as our single climbs the charts,
i feed on the virgin blood from your bleeding heart,
with my pants around my ankles,
claimed my part,
i built the ark,
but i don't wanna get lost in the ocean,
i start spinning around to the motion

but i don't really even care if i'm alone now,
whoa whoa
and i don't even give a damn about falling in love,
falling in love
my body burning by my heavy heart of stone now,
whoa whoa
and i don't really give a damn about falling in love

i don't really even care if i'm alone now,
whoa whoa
i don't even give a damn about falling in love,
falling in love
body burning by my heavy heart of stone now,
whoa whoa
but i don't really give a damn about falling in love,
she sings "why wont you wait for me",
"why aren't you waiting for me",
"why won't you wait for me",
"why aren't you waiting for me"

With you out of my life skies are blue and love is real and true.
You fugly brat! You pussy cat!
Who ever thought shit could shine like that?
So glad you stabbed my back.
(The blade when I turned my back)

Go away!
I’m through with you and all the games you put me through.
You’re old and slow. I’m fast and new.
Go away!
I’m through with you.

Your eyes- they convey all I despise with one glazed glance in my direction.
Grow grow some balls!
I’m think of you when your mother calls in just her underalls.
I saw them first in the bathroom stall
And she cursed your silly birth!

Go away!
I’m through with you and all the games you put me through.
Don’t you tell me what to do!
Go away!
I’m through with you.

Please, just leave…you mean nothing more than nothing now to me.
Please, just leave…you mean nothing more, you mean nothing to me.

Talking dirty to a fan who likes my band
When I took a chance and called you up
You said you visit but you just don't give a fuck
So I had to put you in your place
Leave a look of shame upon your face
Stood accused for the last two years
I got off, I got off, I got off.

But I
Still miss you more, I miss you more than I
Ever did before you left your spores inside
Of my empty core, a baby's got your right
Now I miss you more, I miss you more tonight

Then you threw me up against the wall
The city shook to meet our mating call
All the anger and the pain poured forth
The act itself defied the blessed source
When you were finished you were done with me
You explained it wasn't meant to be
I should've known it when you howled his name
You got off, you got off, you got off.

But I
Still miss you more, I miss you more than I
Ever did before you left your spores inside
When your gaze adorned the whore you left behind
Now I miss you more, I miss you more tonight

I miss you more tonight. [x3]

You know I still know how, how much your love costs.
You know when I peel back your layered lip gloss.
You know I still know how to fuck your eyes crossed.
It's your loss.
It's your loss.

The girl could move, and she did.
We were captives on a casino ship.
Where the midwest lay out hours and burnt to crisp.
I spent a year as her hair lip,
but now I fall apart at night and dream about our trip.

But the first two weeks were great,
I felt content to watch the Entertainment Channel fornicate.
With flashes of you maturing into stage,
flawless masterpieces built of dreams I swore were memories.

And I dream, I dream, I dream..

I stole the ocean and filled up the sky
Put out the sun on the day that we died,
The former, the latter, and all in between,
They were vanquished by looking a fiend.

Do you remember me, do you remember me?
The one that you loved when he set you free.
Do you remember me, do you remember me?
The one with who you fell beneath the sea.

Yeah, we killed, we killed it all night.
All night.
Yeah, we killed, we killed it all night.
All night.
Yeah, we killed it, we killed it all night.
All night.
Yeah, we killed it, we killed it all night.
All night.
Yeah, we killed it, we killed it all night.

She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee false christ, I've been dreaming on
She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee false christ, God damn you

She'll never let me down again
So I'll go out and get crunk with my friends
My own brand of medicine
Defecate on the lawns of the barbies and kens
She made me want to take the blade to my skin
And tear out the machine she installed from within
I'll blow her love away

She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee false christ, I've been dreaming on
She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee false christ, God damn you
Out of my mind, out of my brain
Have at thee empty god, I've been leaning on
She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee apathy, I'm free

So many females to undress
We roll in as a pack we will roam and regress
So many standards to suppress
Do any drug that they recommend or suggest
She was my own false diety
Seduced by a priest she was out to destroy me
I'll drink her love away

She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee false christ, I've been dreaming on
She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee false christ, God damn you

Out of my mind, outta my brain
Have at thee empty god, I've been leaning on
She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee apathy, I'm free

She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee false christ, I've been dreaming on
She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee false christ, God damn you
Out of my mind, out of my brain
Have at thee empty god, I've been leaning on
She drives me insane, drives me insane
Have at thee false christ, God damn you
Have at thee apathy I'm free!

I mean nothing,
Only nothing.
There's nothing I can do about that.
I've accepted my place in the back.
This is not the place or time to snap.

I awaken, to the bacon, she's preparing for me in the pen,
But I'm spinning, my head cannot stand, effects from when the night began.

And I screw my life out evermore,
as I puke my lungs out on the floor,
and I fuck my life up evermore,
as I shit my heart out on the floor.

YEAH!

Black days
you've changed
oh have you left me here to rot
I kid you not
I miss you girl you're all that makes me true

your breath
your scent
follows drifting on the vapor
I can't escape her
she was my love
now shes pushing me away

the night that we met
the back of the show
my favorite band
but you wouldn't know
from looking at me
all wrapped up in you
but where can you be now
and what can I do for you
just say max oh,
I love you, I need you, and no one will do you but you so
I love you, I miss you, and no one will do but you.

no one will do but you
no one will do but you
no one will do but you
no one will do

black days
black days, ohh
black days

I used to have a heart worth a billion bucks
Now it's shitty, shoddy cheap
Sell it in my sleep for the fakes to eat
While they kiss my ass and tell me what I need:
Sex fiends with a vacant dream, a tattoo of a soul
And the words you said, still ringing in my head
Wonder where the love they stole is hiding

All I want to do is be mended by you
I don't want to be confused, I just want to find you
All I want to kill is that which keeps me ill
Underwhelmed and unfulfilled

They're in denial of the knowledge
That they're living in a lame excuse
They're in denial of what you are to me:
My heart, my love, my guide
It's not alright with me, the love I lack, I need, I want you back
The circle torn apart, I used to have a heart

I used to know a girl with the deepest trust
That a man could ever know
I broke her neck from the lack of respect
I learned as an embryo on the west coast
Where the dead paint hollywood red
The facade is well-fed with the blood of the capulets
Spread like jelly on bread across the doors of the first-borns
Weaned from birth on meds

All I want to say is this could be ok
I don't want to be a slave, I just want to spend my days
Wondering through the haze, your voice to lead the way

I can finally go and say:
There you are in front of me, luminescent as you used to be
Just sing the saddest song for me, revive me

Please run
Please run
Please run away with me

Please come
Please come
Please come and stay with me

I don’t know what to do
If once more I lose you
It would tear me in two

If you should go right now
If you should go right now
If you should go right now
I wanna see you but I don’t know how

If you should go right now
I slit this hole in the black expanding sky
If you should go right now
The rain bleeds out before my jaded eyes
If you should go right now
I slit this cut in the black expanding sky
To live without your love I don’t know how

On and on I go in this world
I’m lusting after every empty girl
As smoke spat from the rifles
Slowly swirls
But I can’t explain the way I feel
And all I know tonight is that it’s real

Praying darling
Maybe someday we
Together can be
The king and queen
Make me believe you mean this
Maybe someday we
Believe this when I see it
Together can be
The king and queen
Of all I see