Альбом Reveille

Close your eyes and jump
You wanna fly?
Close your eyes and jump!

You better check your pulse
I think the hearse went by!

Yo, shut the fuck up and listen
Before you're down to nothing without a pot to piss in
You're missing the point that I'm mapping on this chart-
Everything we could be, everything we're not
Come on, give it all you got
All I've got is an excuse,
A noose for my hurt, feel it jerking me loose
Been lathing abuse and it's breaking me up
I'm bordering final and enough's enough
You keep sucking on your own dick, you're bound to break your neck
I think that I detect a sick sign of self respect
What did I expect? I expected so much more from myself
Now why can't I open my eyes?
I think I'm fucking dead

You better check your pulse
I think the hearse went by!
We all fall, we all, we all fall down (Crucified!)
we all fall, we're all falling, falling down (Purified!)
we all fall, we all, we all fall down (Lullaby!)
...Unborn
We all fall, we all, we all fall down (Crucified!)
we all fall, we're all falling, falling down (Purified!)
we all fall, we all, we all fall down (Lullaby!)
...Unborn

Dressed like a costume party, everybody in disguise
See the mask on your face but it won't hide your eyes
My demise marks my birth, unborn into light
Now you wanna take me, show me wrong from right?
Well you can kiss my paraphilia
And you can kiss my sadicide
I wanna thank you for your welcome
let me carve the shit out from inside
It's only a dream, cry yourself back to sleep
Let your mind seep down where all secrets keep
Deep beneath the calm surface a serpents eyes
Open wide - a breath of death in its lies

We all fall, we all, we all fall down (Crucified!)
we all fall, we're all falling, falling down (Purified!)
we all fall, we all, we all fall down (Lullaby!)
...Unborn
We all fall, we all, we all fall down (Crucified!)
we all fall, we're all falling, falling down (Purified!)
we all fall, we all, we all fall down (Lullaby!)
Unborn!
Unborn and I'm born again
Unborn!
Unborn and I'm born again
Unborn!
Unborn and I'm born again
Unborn!
Unborn and I'm born again

Kiss my paraphilia
Kiss my sadicide
Thank you for your welcome
Let me carve the shit out from inside
That old man, damn, he sure can talk
He said that I fucked Jesus in a trailer park
N' that ain't the truth, it was in the ritz hotel
I wore a condom so I wouldn't burn in Hell!

Maybe I'm dead!

You better check your pulse I think the hearse went by
Denial still stings in these lifeless eyes
We all fall, we all, we all fall down (Crucified!)
we all fall, we're all falling, falling down (Purified!)
we all fall, we all, we all fall down (Lullaby!)
...Unborn
We all fall, we all, we all fall down (Crucified!)
we all fall, we're all falling, falling down (Purified!)
we all fall, we all, we all fall down (Lullaby!)
Unborn!
Unborn and I'm born again
Unborn!
Unborn and I'm born again
Unborn!
Unborn and I'm born again
Unborn!
(and I'm born again, and I'm born again, and I'm born again)

you better buck- buck- buckle up, prepare for this impact-
car crash whiplash, 'bam', snap your neck back in half
why can't i just be realistic?
give 'em what they want and make the biddies go ballistic
sadistic motherfuckers playing complicated-
well never underestimate the underestimated
opinionated, elevated, sticking to my guns
and i think your gonna get just what you got coming

that's the penalty-
payback's a bitch so you best keep running
that's the penalty-
it's what you got coming

yo, can i ask you something,
what the fuck is up man?
you got nothing, it's just a fairy tale your stuck in
i'm sucking from that 7 on 7
pumping and roughing up all of these fakes that be bluffing
nothing you can say could ever take this away now
so stay down-
and stay the fuck away from this playground
lyrical hijack, put my madness to my method-
check it, mic in my hand, nah, more like a lethal weapon

go blind, bring the drums-
better yet, here we come
you take back what you done or you can tuck tail and run
ready or not- find yourself
and if you dare stop running i think your gonna get just what you got coming
bring it-
your gonna get just what you got- what you got?
your gonna get just what you got coming

he can't avoid conflict-
he's lost cuz he's incomplete
he's in between, somewhere in between, in between the sleepless shadows
battling to break the love that's 'guaranteed to make you bleed thicker than blood'
he don't want it, but craves what he can't escape
he's staring straight through his fate and now he's face to face
you wanna fall down, well this could make your dreams come true
because the devil was an angel too

look at me now, making the same mistakes i said i'd never make again-
but now i'm back in the same place
look at me now, somebody stole my soul-
i feel the breaks go and i'm spinning out of control

come step into a brave new world-
not even worth it
decent comes quick and now he's anything but perfect
and still he worships that fundamental bullshit talk
'the path you carve yourself is the path to walk'
now walk alone-
play it to the bone
don't make it right just because he got his sickness from that venomous bite
we wanna fall down, well this could make our dreams come true
because the devil was an angel too

it's gonna be alright, everything's okay
mothers tears will fall and wash it all away

suck, suck it- suck, suck it up

Ammunition for an empty gun
All that's become
Must unbecome

I see god in my dreams and I can't stop running
Don't care what I've become but fear what I am becoming
Aet me straight, I'm no angel
Falling apart, she feels death from the table
Waking asleep, I can't sleep yet I'm sleeping
I'm slipping again and no hope's what I'm thinking
I'm buried alive inside, so claustrophobic
With nothing to say today, afraid and we know it
What do I know? I know that we know nothing
I feel like I'm constantly waiting for something
What am I waiting for, what am I trying to do?
I'm trying to prove that it's all a lie

Can't get enough and I'm already there
I'm already there and I still can't get enough
So just deny what you can't repair
Between the lie, read between your lie
Can't get enough and I'm already there
I'm already there and I still can't get enough
Run as far as you can because nobody cares
Between your lie, read between your lie

I got a little secret that I keep inside
Deep down dormant in the dark she hides
but every time that I close my eyes
I can feel it - I can feel her die
Maybe I'm jaded too, maybe I'm dead like you,
Maybe I'm obsolete, maybe I'm incomplete
Maybe insanity blinded by prophecy,
Maybe the opposite, maybe I'm right
Maybe a victim, maybe you're not
When did you start to care about what I thought?
What would you do for me, who will you be for me?
What about family, who would you kill for me?

Can't get enough and I'm already there
I'm already there and I still can't get enough
So just deny what you can't repair
Between the lie, read between your lie
Can't get enough and I'm already there
I'm already there and I still can't get enough
Run as far as you can because nobody cares
Between your lie, read between your lie

Ammunition for a prophet's gun
All that's become must unbecome
All that's sacred, all that's true
All that's nothing lies in you

Try and read between your lie
Try and read between
Madness, insanity, why do you stare through me?
Finish the rest of me, see what you wanna see
Say what you're gonna say, give and then take away
Waiting for guilt to try and read between your lie

Try and read between your lie
Try and read between your lie
Try and read between your lie
Go and kiss my fuckin' ass

And it's all that's nothing
Lies in you!

Even if you're forgiven
Would you forgive yourself?
Even if you're forgiven
Would you forgive yourself?
Even if you're forgiven
Would you forgive yourself?
Even if you're forgiven
Would you forgive yourself?

Can't get enough and I'm already there
So just deny what you can't repair
Can't get enough and I'm already there
Run as far as you can because nobody cares

Read between your lie!
Read between your lie!
Read between your lie!

I'm comin' back!
I'm comin' back!
UH!

Is anybody out here? You been lost in the sky?
Do you really need a miracle to open your eyes?
Take a look around, mother fucking fantasy rides
Now how the hell could you ever ask God for a sign?
Moon rise, sunset, understand what I'm saying yet?
Life's what you make it, don't let time take it
I gotta stand on my own in my own light
I'm not picking you apart I'm just tryin' to pick a fight!

Cuz there's an owl on somebody's roof tonight
And you know what that means, right, right right, right?

Comin' back, no more pain, no more games
I'm comin' back, the more things change the more I stay the same
Comin' back, you say that you won't but you will
Comin' back, I don't need your help, in fact I know I'm comin' back
I'm comin back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back

Yo it's not like I like to talk about this shit
But sometimes it's best to just set yourself free
Suppression leads to depression and then some
And that's why I fall so far from this tree
Like the fruit lay beneath forbidden shade
Any mark you make, with time, the rain will wash away
But I found a way to break on through
As long as hopes still waiting for me for when i come to

Comin' back, no more pain, no more games
I'm comin' back, the more things change the more I stay the same
Comin' back, you say that you won't but you will
Comin' back, I don't need your help, in fact I know I'm comin' back
I'm comin back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back

The moon looked like skin cancer tonight
In a photo negative see me dark and light
It hurt more than it felt good, understood?
Just because you cry don't mean it make you off the hook
Get you off the hook, you want me to get you off?
Get you off the hook, you want me to get you off?
Get you off the hook, you want me to get you off?
Now I'm comin' back, comin' back, my stitches spliting!

My stitches split!
Comin' back, back, back!

My life for your sight, come and take a bite
Drink for payback blood sucker, suck me dry
It's my turn, when you're in the dust and you're all alone
It doesn't make a sound if you die

Cos there's an owl on somebody's roof tonight
And you know what that means, right, right, right, right?
Comin' back, no more pain, no more games
I'm comin' back, the more things change the more I stay the same
Comin' back, you say that you won't but you will
Comin' back, I don't need your help, in fact I know I'm comin' back
I'm comin back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back
Now I'm comin' back

one by one by one- one at a time
out of time, can't even afford to breath
decimate my own mind-
one intent,
because it's now and forever-
better hold your peace
increase, decrease, decease, release your mind
i'm staring right back at the face I hate
but not for long, forget the words, they're wrong
you can talk your shit just get your fucking story straight

killing me-
does the temptation turn you on?
killing me-
my only hope, salvation- gone
killing me-
internal confrontations spawn
killing me-
fucked up again, some friend

you'd better be ready for the worst-
expect the worst
modify me misery, i've grown soft inside
retrogressing thought with time
enemy of god designed to piggy back-
pig, piggy, piggy back ride
all the way down, all the way down, all the way home
all the way back to where their father fell
i'd hesitate to talk cause I can feel it in me
i'm just too pussy-
i'd rather rot in heaven than in hell

killing me- suck it, suck it back further-
this must be my penalty,
a sneak attack murdering all my integrity
it's self destruction,
now i'm my own worst enemy
identity is killing me

killing me- why can't i see ahead of me
recently i'm thinking i don't need you anymore
killing me- i'll never be what i wanna be
no release cuz i know i'm my own worst enemy

now it seems to be me
and it seems to me-
i am my own worst enemy

killing me- my own lonely pretentious philosophy

Systematically layered beneath the understated-
Border land calling me home
Curiosity has taken its toll
Empathetic- into the darkness i fall alone
Hear what you say when you whisper the truth of your lies
I wanna fly over falling stars
How I love breathing into this lifelessness
Reminds me I can't paint like god

Say no more-

Carve me a smile, make it deep and wide and mortal
Drain my eyes 'til the sky goes pop
Bleeding out in my own idolatry for you
My adoration dripping drop by drop by drop
Can't get enough symphony in her eyes to eden
Enter me my last chance for hope
Had a god but I fucked her all away
Because she couldn't feel what i wrote

Say no more-
I've heard enough to know
I wanna bleed the sky
Bleed the sky tonight- say goodnight tonight

tell me what i'm supposed to feel because i can't feel this
sick and tired and it's all the same-
same shit, different day, all day, every day
wish you were perfect?
well welcome to your fifteen minutes of fame
come get it well it's hot- you want it, we got it, come get it now
can you feel me now?
tell me how i'm supposed to feel for you when all you do is hold me down?
told me i'm nothing, well tell me what your thinking now
so back off -
never more alone than all alone
i don't know where the hell i am
but they say there's a price to pay for asking questions
so i'm guessing and ending up where i began

i never got a second look before now
i was the one that you'd ignore
now turn yourself inside out
come on-
can you feel me now?

tell me what i'm supposed to feel because i can't feel shit
hollowed out and you wonder why?
"too much, not enough, slow down, pick it up"
genuine adrenaline keeping me high, so high
so walk your walk, talk your talk,
but as far as i can see-
on the inside out your bout as ugly as me
'cept now i'm fit to knock you down
told me i'm nothing?
tell me what your thinking now
so back off-
tell me what i'm supposed to feel for you
turn yourself inside out,
take a closer look inside-
i think that you deserve yourself

title match, main ring-
no time to rethink,
you swim or you sink-
you want it, we got it, come get it

Come fuck it up!
C'mon
COME FUCK IT UP!

Suckers!

You'd better back up off this sucker punch
Consequence, consequence, fuck it
No more waiting for the world to turn
Bloody as my smile dripping ear to ear
I haven't lived for a moment and think it's too damn late to learn
So just flush it down
Lie down forever never had a dream
Asymmetric reflection of my soul to sell
Now disinfect yourself I'll just pretend to scream
I got a low self-esteem from all these guileful lies
Carry me there, I can't stand to stand on my own
But I'd rather be hated than forgotten
Cos it's a long way down and it's a long way home

Cataract scratch we don't play like that
I got a bone to pick I'm gonna pick that bone
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
Because we can't stand to stand on our own
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
I got a bone to pick I'm gonna pick that bone
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
We don't play like that, we don't play like that

Hey they always said to
Keep my head on my shoulders both feet on the ground
Been living more like one foot in the gave
Tell myself everything I need to hear
Time to face the music because it's all based on what you crave
Fiction addiction
Outer darkness is calling it's your goodnight kiss
Sixty-six hundred sixty-six ways to fall
Catarax are blind but can you hear this, bitch?
For every sin there's a time to burn
It's near too late so don't press your luck
Now focus, do you really know what I mean?
And do you really think you'll be forgiven?
Cos I think I'm fucked!

Cataract scratch we don't play like that
I got a bone to pick I'm gonna pick that bone
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
Because we can't stand to stand on our own
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
I got a bone to pick I'm gonna pick that bone
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
We don't play like that

When it rains it pours we tug of war within
We talk of endlessness we cry to purge our sins
Atone to rebegin, eliminate the scars
Fuck the sky or merely count the stars
With every shade of night descending into me
I'm in the dark for life but now at least I'm free
From my own apathy and from my own decay
I'm unremissible now but I got my way

So can
You see me
Inside of you?
Guide me through
Because tomorrow will fuck you too

Break
Through
Break
Through

Come fuck it up!

Cataract scratch we don't play like that
I got a bone to pick I'm gonna pick that bone
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
Because we can't stand to stand on our own
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
I got a bone to pick I'm gonna pick that bone
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
We don't play like that
Cos it's a long way home

Welcome to my revelation, reanimation
My anthem of regret two steps from my eviceration
My destination where the rain meets the dust
And the only separation from my pain is my trimulus
And plus my self-distrust, disgust, I must confess
That when I rush I bust, no rest 'cos everything's a test
We're bringing just enough stress to keep this microphone in check
And if you read between my lie I'll take you step by step by step
Protect yourself it's day to day for life
Two-thousand-one nails driven into Jesus Christ
Too many sleepless nights I feel my head go numb
A tangled web brought a spider bite it's counting me down to none

Sugar come back, she back
Sugar come back, she gone
...Yeah and I'm down to none
Sugar come back, she back
Sugar come back, she gone, gone, gone, gone

Never say never, never lie, never cry wolf
Fuck it to infinity now run it like a toll booth
Cold truth, all work and no play make you sick
Spittin' psycho-dellic hits all up in my trip
Now I gotta get a grip between the cracks we slide
I've been tainting the view with holy matricide
I run the override so back up on the track
Acquisition ammunition demolition of the facts
Hypochondriac, prepare to end your pain
Take a look inside and ride the nowhere train
Come drain my rain away, insane today, behold oblivion
'Cos I was born with a thousands dreams and I'm down to none

Sugar come back, she back
Sugar come back, she gone
...And I'm down to none
Sugar come back, she back
Sugar come back, she gone
...Yeah and I'm down to none
Sugar come back, she back
Sugar come back, she gone
...Born with a thousand dreams and I'm down to none
Sugar come back, she back
Sugar come back, she gone, gone, gone
Down to none

prepare to meet your maker, your unmaker, your remaker-
make yourself
don't fake, you'll make the same mistakes
and if your fed up then ask yourself why
because you sit around and pick at your scabs while your answer waits
wake up, nobody cares about what you think
and don't blame them because you know they're just like you
and if you get this then get the fuck up-
before you can't remember why you can't live and you're too late too

fuck it up derelict
now suck it up and deal with it
find yourself

set it if you get it,
all this confusion imbedded in my head
should let the dead bury the dead for good
she said i'm so vain-
i don't understand why i can't just break away from tendencies that i know i should
wake up- nobody ever told you to breath
have we forgotten everything we thought once true?
i think i'll move on-
cuz i can't stand to lay around and decay till i'm too late too

murder me destiny
spare me the ignominy
give up insecurity
just be what you wanna be
compelled to procrastinate
i nearly go blind from sight
forget it insane
i say come set it if you get it right

find your self

come count your trophies and stack em high,
it's funny how reality can pass you by
little girl wanna be as pretty as she can and she lives by whatever it takes
the lights in her room are all dark-
and living doesn't hurt if you haven't got a heart so why not,
why not taste the pain?
you've got nothing to lose and nobody to blame
a hard shell for shame
so come display your skillz,
cuz fuck lonely nights with empty bottles and pills
at 50/50 fills per shot cum take her for a spin
and i hope you like your sin with skin
cuz you can count me- out

it's all for plastic- walking in your sleep
it's all for plastic and it's only skin deep
it's all for plastic- here's to your health
it's all plastic so you can go fuck yourself

gasoline and broken glass
shaking in your coffin as the hearses pass
are you afraid that nobody can hear your screams?
cuz we're out here,
we just don't care
pretty my pink, i can smell your stink- makes me sick
and i don't give a damn what you think anymore
back down against the floor
all for vanity, profanity and hells galore
liquid candy whore- suck it up, hold your breath
is it a taste of life or maybe just your death?
or better yet another chance for me to see right through
because it's who you fuck but who the fuck are you?

The American trademark, our symbol its simple.
The bald eagle spread open wide.
Oh miss American pride I despise
The lack of respect between your thighs
And all of the lies inside your eyes
Oh with that your glassy look of plastic pain,
close your faith for heavens sake.
And that's not how I want to take what's within you.
Get some more confidence and button up those
Pants of aimless and shamelessness.
You got potential and hopefully eventually
you'll find the right guy to
take advantage of you

it's all plastic you can go fuck yourself
it's all plastic you can go fuck yourself
it's all plastic you can go fuck yourself
it's all plastic you can go fuck yourself
it's all plastic you can go fuck yourself
you can go fuck yourself
you can go fuck yourself
you can go fuck yourself
it's all plastic and its all for nothing
it's all plastic and its all for nothing
it's all plastic and it's all for nothing

I'm sorry that I put you in the picture
I didn't think you'd hit your head so hard
The frame looks better all crooked on the wall
Kinda reminds me of the way we are
The way we lie and victimize ourself
Now is it me or do our secrets matter more than our health?
I nail my hands down just to feel the way that he felt
But can't scream with near enough strength to cry for help

I feel the ground give beneath my feet
I can't handle anything that you say
And I pray that it's possible to birth
(You're better off) Now take my word and just walk away

But what can I say?
I love the way she hates
I love the way she hates
She hates me

Don't make a move, I got that exit wound from pride
And now I realize
Don't make a move, I got that exit wound and I've
Cried myself dry
Don't make a move, I got that exit wound from pride
And now I realize
Don't make a move, I got that exit wound and I've
Cried myself dry

No limits to pain I've bled for you now bleed for me
Cuz no one ever told you that it wouldn't be hard
I've got flesh full of ink just waiting to drip
So come and take your best shot you know i'll love you by dawn
After we've cum and gone over the power we chased
I think i'm way too late, my hate's taken my place
Because the only thing that ring represents these days
is the mark that it left in the side of my face

Don't make a move, I got that exit wound from pride
And now I realize
Don't make a move, I got that exit wound and I've
Cried myself dry
Don't make a move, I got that exit wound from pride
And now I realize
Don't make a move, I got that exit wound and I've
cried myself dry

Say goodbye to this drug (see ya!)
Say goodbye to this drug (see ya!)
Say goodbye to this drug (see ya!)
Say goodbye to this, say goodbye
For every fatal breath I've held,
For every harmful truth I've spit,
Had everything I'd ever need,
And every time I'd scream myself sick
But what can I say?
I love the way she hates
I love the way she hates
She hates me

Don't make a move, I got that exit wound from pride
And now I realize
Don't make a move, I got that exit wound and I've
Cried myself, cried myself
Don't make a move, I got that exit wound from pride
And now I realize
Don't make a move, I got that exit wound and I've
cried myself dry

Say goodbye to this drug
I've got a new soul to steal
Say goodbye to this drug
I've got a new soul to steal

I'm on my farewell fix (see ya!)
I'm on my farewell fix (see ya!)
I'm on my farewell fix (see ya!)
I've got a new soul to steal