Walking out in the freezing rain I feel nothing 'cause I numbed the pain I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day Prayed last night Dear God please no But I was never good at letting go I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day Good news can be so unkind When it's everything you have to leave behind I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day In the taillights So much hindsight Telling me what I already know I know