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Staring at my shadow I see
The world around me never felt as if my existence reflects these walls so
proudly
Intentions of the past defined so quickly
It's hard to change myself
Never mind all of the people around me I try to push it to the side
Never put the blame on anybody's head but mine
I'm still searching for my pride
I'll keep searching but there's so many places for it to hide
I try I've tried so hard to change for you
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Well I feel there's something wrong with my life
But that's the way it should be
I really hate it when I lie to you
But what does the truth mean to me well what went wrong
Your back is turned again
Is this the beginning or the end
Is this all wrong you are more than a friend
Such a position that I'm in
Well you know I'm trying so hard to live my life without you
And I tried so hard
I got you now inside my heart it kills
Fueled by your love in the end I'll call your name
I'm letting go
It's time for you to know that all this time I've been so wrong
I'm letting go the time's more fast than slow
And everything is there for you
Well you know when I go away from you I lose control
My body is feeling cold like a winter day then I close my eyes
A picture so clear then I close my eyes
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Looking back now I see how far I've gone
It's been a while now
For only one song past intentions I never ever meant to deal with now
Well just by looking around I don't think that I'll ever come down
Well you know right now that I am trying to change but believe now
I'll try to change everything you know that I could rearrange
And it gets harder and harder now well you know I want to change the past
Past intentions I never ever meant to deal with just by looking around
Well you know I tried so hard to change right now well just by looking around
Well I don't think that I'll ever come down all the way down
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Well I started all alone and I watched you grow
And now please don't take this away from me you rise
Then you fall sometimes it seems like you're not there
At all but that's the way it should be well take me for example
And erase your opinions about me only time will tell where will you be
Where have you gone two years of my life now it's all gone
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It's three in the morning and I stayed up all night drowning in my words
Writing about you time seems to standstill since the day you left me
A revolving door slamming this time so slowly you're running out
You're running fast now
We were just kids back then two years of my life traded for an ending like this
Like a love movie without a goodbye kiss
Why was it me with all sincerity which car drove us to drove us to this road
This road of broken promises first it was broken glass
That fell down from the sky so fast it hit us then she promised
But it happened again
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