Альбом Juliana Hatfield

Well I wake up every morning and the first thing that I say
Is that I hope that I can make it through another lonely day
I'm afraid I might explode if I keep going on this way

People always notice me wherever I go
They think I'm lucky but they don't really know
Beauty and brains are all that I've got
I've got a cold cold bed and a broken heart, a broken heart

Everybody loves me, everyone but you
But nobody undoes me like the thought of you can do
They search my eyes but I don't know why
'Cos all I ever do is cry
Everybody loves me but you

Girls wanna be me so they can pick and choose
They figure out of ten men there's no way that they can lose
Men would walk the plank for me and set themselves on fire
What do they see in me that isn't sad and tired, tired

I could fill my life with people who wanna be with me
Do like when they say there's other fish in the sea
There's a world out there and a million things to do
But what do I care if it doesn't include you, you

Everybody loves me, everyone but you
But nobody undoes me like the thought of you can do
They search my eyes but I don't know why
'Cos all they ever do is cry
Everybody loves me

A cold cold bed and a broken heart
A cold cold bed and a broken heart
An empty house and a broken car

My sister... My sister... My sister.

I hate my sister, she's such a bitch.
She acts as if she doesn't even know that I exist.
But I would do anything to let her know I care.
But I am only talking to myself 'cos she isn't there.

My sister, I love my sister, she's the best.
She's cooler than any other girl that I have ever met.
She had the greatest band, she had the greatest guy.
She's good at everything and doesn't even try.

She's got a wall around her nobody can climb.
She lets her ladder down for those who really shine.
I tried to scale it, but to me she's blind.
So I lit a firecracker, went off in my eye.

I miss my sister, why'd she go ?
She's the one who would have taken me
To my first all-ages show.
It was the Violent Femmes and the Del Fuegos,
Before they had a record out. Before they went gold,
And started to grow.

I miss my sister. I miss my sister.

He's a movie star, only drives rented cars.
Met him in a bar, said "I know who you are."
Took him to my party as the games were starting.
Bottle's on the ground, are you ready now?
When it comes to me, I'm gonna be ready.
It's my turn in a minute, gonna put my message in it.
Five minutes in the closet with you.

He's in a bunch of movies, really stupid movies.
It's not entirely his fault, he can't control it all.
I am not afraid, I can hardly wait.
Truth or dare, I don't care, tell the truth I dare you.

When it comes around, when it comes around,
When it comes around, when it comes around.
Do you feel it too, what I feel for you?
If it was just us, would you do what I do?
Doo-doo-doo-doo. Doo-doo-doo-doo.
Doo-doo-doo-doo. Doo-doo-doo-doo.

Everybody's watching. Everybody's looking.
She's such a sucker. He don't want to fuck her.
He is gonnna kiss me, if he doesn't miss me.
I am ready for it now. Already on the ground.
Five minutes in the closet with you.
Oooh! Five minutes in the closet with you.

Beauty can be sad. You're proof of that.
When the damage is done, you're damaged goods.
That's not to say it's not okay.
I wouldn't have it any other way.

A heart, a heart that hurts, is a heart, a heart that works.
A heart, a heart that hurts, is a heart, a heart that works.

Sweet. sweet pain comes with the sun.
Lie down and soak it up, Burn off layers of insulators.
Exposed nose to the cold, I'm bleeding pretty colors,
yeah, all over myself.

A heart, a heart that hurts, is a heart, a heart that works.
A heart, a heart that hurts, is a heart, a heart that works.

Black wave comes to take me away.
I ride it almost to the grave.
Landing on a crowded shore, high-fiving.
What a trip I'm better for it.
I feel a live sensation.

" Hey Can I get some bass ? "

J'ai pris deux jus d'oranges,
J'avais soif,
Aidez-moi, j'ai besoin d'un homme.

Ou habitez-vous ? Chez qui ?
Peut-être à la fin du siècle vous m'aimerez,
Je veux jouer ( in live she sings "je peux jouer )
Jouer, jouer, jouer, jouer,
Jouer, jouer, jouer.

J'ai pris trois pains au chocolat,
Je n'avais pas faim,
Combien pour votre corps?
Allons, poussez,
Poussez, poussez, poussez, poussez,

These feelings are mountains
I can't cross or get through
I love you for nothing
But what you were

You lift me above me
I'm coming to save you
Oh God I'm forgetting
To not remember

In a dream, I could see your face
Gotta leave that dream in its place
In the dark, where you are.
To carry on
From a place where all the dying live in the past
To carry on
From a place where all the dying live in the past

Great numbers of pictures
I'm counting and wishing
Replaying the great scenes
In my own movie

These feelings are mountains
Of ether, of water
Dissolving like teardrops
After a while

And in a dream, you were on a road
Leading to where, I don't know
But I won't be sad to see you go

To carry on
From a place where all the dying live in the past
To carry on

This is not a monument.
This is not a holy writ
Pull my photo from the sun
To make way for the coming one.

Ahh, ahhh ahhh... ahhh, ahhh, ahhh

I am not an innocent.
This is not an accident.
In the rosy gloom of youth
Every moment has its truth.

It's gonna fade away,
It's gonna fade away,
Like God today,
It's gonna fade away

There is nothing I can say
That is not a cliche.
Love is not original,
It's not irreplaceable.

You are not the only one
Carrying a loaded gun.
This is not an attitude
That looks very good on you.

It's gonna fade away,
It's gonna fade away,
Like God today,
It's gonna fade away

Ahhhhhh....

It's gonna fade away,
It's gonna fade away,
Like God today,

The Guest of honor cries
Tars of joy and pride
But someone's waiting in the wings to steal your fire
And I don't want to ruin the surprise
That your house on the beach
Will fall into the sea.

Live it up 'cause you're going down
Live it up 'cause you're going down
Live it up 'cause you're going down

This reign can't last
It'll all dry up so fast
The planets are flying past you
You think it's only natural
That the world will stop
And wait for you
And wait for you if you fall off.

Live it up 'cause you're going down
Live it up 'cause you're going down
Live it up 'cause you're going down

We fantasize of your demise
We lie in wait, we salivate
Visualizing your head on a plate.

You're sinking in the mud
They put the pedestal on
Hold on to your jewels
You can hawk them later
A variation on a theme :
You're not missing anything.

Live it up 'cause you're going down
Live it up 'cause you're going down

Baby, you come whisper at my door
What do I open it for?
I'm always happy to see your face
Even though you are disgrace.

I'm sick of sneaking around X4

Hide your smile It's broad daylight
And don't start thinking about last night
You can't say these things out loud
But I'm not leaving and I'm not proud.

I'm sick of sneaking around X4

Do me the honor of holding my hand on the plane
Take me on public transit
Express your feelings on the train
We travel together over time zones and weather
Never really touching the ground.

The only evidence I have :
Dirty pictures in my bag.
Am I ever going to see where you live?
Am I ever going to meet your kid?

You never needed them
You never needed anyone
The life of the party must decline
Your invitation to dine
And I'm sorry that I must go so soon
Please forgive me for finding something real
And pure and true

Somebody is waiting for me
Somebody is waiting for me
Somebody is waiting for me
Somebody is waiting for me

I never needed this
I never needed anyone
I meant every word that I said
It's true
I wasn't talking to you

And I'm sorry that I must go so soon
Please forgive me for finding something real and pure and true

Somebody is waiting for me
Somebody is waiting for me
Somebody is waiting for me
Somebody is waiting for me

And I'm sorry that I must go so soon
Please forgive me for finding something real and true

Somebody is waiting for me
Somebody is waiting for me
Somebody is waiting for me
Somebody is waiting for me
For me, for me, for me, for me, for me

Do you cry in the dark because it's easier to be alone than to talk?
When the words aren't working and you don't know how to explain these thoughts
Every look and every motion has a deeper meaning
Everybody hurts nobody only when they're dreaming

Do you cry in the dark?
The light hurts when it hits your face
You don't want anyone to see you this way
You only want to be loved and taken away by someone
So you cry in the dark

And the picture of you holding hands by the fire is fading fast
And your heart is closing and you don't know how to get off this track
Every day you mime a prayer though your faith is shaken
Your godmother has got nobody because everybody's taken

Do you cry in the dark?
The light hurts when it hits your face
You don't want anyone to see you this way
You only want to be loved and taken away by someone
So you cry in the dark

This emotion is an ocean
The waves are getting high
I'll find an island, call it mine
I'm swimming for my life

Do you cry in the dark?
The light hurts when it hits your face
You don't want anyone to see you this way
You only want to be loved and taken away by someone

Could you go to the grocery store?
I need pop tarts and orange soda
You can drive the Mercedes
If you say pretty please

You can sleep in my bed tonight
But you better not have dirty feet
And I don't like talking after I fool around
I just like to sleep

Could you go to the drug store?
I need Advil and Robitussin and condoms
Take out the trash, give the dog a bath
Do the dishes and fix the leak in the kitchen

Little white boy, would you be my slave?
Little white boy, would you be my slave?
Little white boy, would you be my slave?
Little white boy, would you be my slave?

Little white boy, you make a great slave

You can touch her if you want
You can rub her if you want
She won't struggle if you want
She'll act like you turn her on

She knows just what to say
She's my protégée
So much love

There's money everywhere
So laugh at their stupid jokes
She can't live on air
But no one has to know

And if you binge, you gotta purge
She could rule the world
So much love
My protégée
My protégée

Young hearts
Understand
The future
Is in my hands

My protégée
My protégée
I taught her everything

Every breath you take
And every move you make
Every bond you break, every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
And every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay
I'll be watching you

Oh, can't you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

Since you've gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night, I can only see your face
I look around, but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold, and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby please,
Oh, can't you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake

(Neil Young cover)

When you were young and on your own
How did it feel to be alone
I was always thinking of games that I was playing
Trying to make the best of my time

But only love can break your heart
Try to be sure right from the start
Yes, only love can break your heart
What if your world should fall apart?

I have a friend I've never seen
He hides his head inside a dream
Someone should call him and see
If he can come out
Try to lose the time that he's found

But only love can break your heart
Try to be sure right from the start
Yes, only love can break your heart

Live in your dreams
You're shell-shocked when you're not sleeping
Making out with scars in your eyes
In total silence
Nothing to lose
Won't you turn to me
Ohhhh, don't walk away
Oooooh, don't walk away

Your masterpiece
You saw it yesterday on TV
Can you see me mouthing your name?
Praying for the breakdown
When I will know what you really mean
Ohhhh, don't walk away
Oooooh, don't walk away

It could be true
What you do to me
Don't really want to start a fire
Melt that frozen [?????]

Can you hear me mouthing your name
In total silence
Aching to go, I'm so afraid
Ohhhh, don't walk away
Oooooh, don't walk away

Nothing to lose

I was drinking alone again
You came over, my secret friend
Then we talked until morning knocked on the door
Then we rwalked out into the light

Your eyes made it seem like everything would be okay,
Your eyes
Your eyes made it seem like everything would be okay,
Like your eyes would never close.

Like an angel you save someone
By accepting her as she was
There were so many things that I wanted to say
The last time I looked into them

You know what I feel
You know what I need

Your eyes made it seem like everything would be okay,
Your eyes
Your eyes made it seem like everything would be okay,
Like your eyes would never close.

Can I follow you down, I wanna follow you down
To the ocean floor

Your eyes made it seem like everything would be okay,
Your eyes
Your eyes made it seem like everything would be okay,

In the twilight yard, we made a pact
When they took my things and held you back
Does it get you down that they turned so fast
To the west and gone, shattered like glass

We'll rise again, yeah yeah
We'll rise again, yeah, yeah

Blinding lights, I miss the modern world
All the songs I've sung, that you've never heard
Your words, my pen, we can write the end
We did everything that we wanted

We'll rise again, yeah yeah
We'll rise again, yeah, yeah, yeah
Silence will end, Silence will end

Turn the record over, and wind the clock
In our own two hand, there's a telegram
Busy signals ring and machines say

We'll rise again, yeah yeah
We'll rise again, yeah, yeah

(Juliana Hatfield/ Brian Vander Ark)

Table for one
Next to the window
Where I can see reflections of
A table for two
He's breaking the moves
And I'm watching her come undone.

Can you take away
The other person's place
I was always late
I guess they got tired of waiting

Table for one
Down near the back
Where I can relax
With a book in my face.

I got what I wanted, my freedom
So I raise this glass to myself and celebrate.
Two for one is what they're offering
And when you come, don't promise me anything
And still I wait, where is my dessert
I think I've been forgotten

A single rose from a fresh bouquet
A stomach pain and when I go it's all I will