Альбом Hot Water Music

streamlined with all the fear behind me slingshot me left it all and shot straight out alive to find my way through deceptions sung to me blinders mass produced for free i've been lost too confused to see the way but my energy flows with the truth i think of how these cold nights charge me entirely look and find myself in simple reactions of loyalty i see my friends i feel my friends we do the best we can in this dying world i don't know the ways you hide you kill your insides but i guess it's easier to let things slide full on drive on rising lifting this helps a soul to breathe say what you need to say keep talking all day but at the crossroads you'll just pick the safe way in line outright careless wondering this helps a soul to see is it safe to say you'll get away (with running) you don't want this war anymore see what ws wield and it shines on back to what blinds me i don't want to be blinded

to shed skin and begin an intake that will make a difference in clear thinking for conquering any fear that is thrown in direction when at a weak point or time of suffering the edge won't quit if there is no gibing in to what drags on to be negative or seem wrong to live to carry back home with full intent and better sense recognize what is false and part with it knowing doubtless by instinct which triggers thought on how to grow in soul without gold or praised lies which keep the sheep all right with anything that seems safe and convenient

take a ride out of the city not yet on empty singing to myself like i've done so many times cause you're not around to ride with me i'll ride the ride anyway you're not around at all and i feel sick wide awake heaven's sake i'm sunk and breaking up this time who's signing off who's had enough this time you're done and we're breaking up so don't think trust is flowing easy now is when to question the questions when i used to trust you like i trust myself and what is trust when it's not sacred and so what will you say when it's time to cut me loose from your new life don't say you lost the feeling i'll bring it

prepare yourself for the moments of the breakdowns of the questions this is what keeps us going down so don't let it push us inside this is what i despise is that treason since my days i've learned some certain ways to keep away from certain ways it's what i've learned it's what i've made sometimes i am put down but i'm sure to stand up like a champion like a soldier with strong will sure i think like anyone about what is about to come but what is the point in dwelling when we all could be sharing this is what i've learned and made and i won't back down from my right of standing or from my choice of position

even though you won't see what i'm seeing i would love for you to feel what i'm feeling- the impact and the ease after rest assured the pain will fade right outside the inspiration is told i'll carry on what i know that is what i need for my sickness- a transition to new medium breakaway from the world and stick to rhythm rest assured the pain will fade if i don't walk blindside i'll roll right if i hold sight i'll roll right i'm sure we see that same way just not from the same place i need a medium i need a balance

go your own way rid lies burn the stitches that held your eyes shut vacate and wonder rid time take off reminders and strive to shine you said you've got it and i believe that you've got it and that you'll survive our hearts have exchanged the gifts that carry us over the walls that blind us the walls that bind us the walls that stand too tall to conquer alone bring back your wisdom to trade bring back the words you've saved teach me so that i may teach on we reach we learn we don't we burn on the inside as well as the out we search to solve how to not dissolve on the inside as well as the out so you're at war with yourself with space and time you'll find a breakthrough if you don't lose what's real you have our blessing clear your conscience and ride away

if you hear this i hope it eases some troubles you left with i'm not sure what to say but i think i would've known that last day you said you had the goals to come out on top to set you up to live untouched by all the things that kept you from keeping up then we heard and we hurt and we scorned we burned for last words now lost the silence we sat through the breakdown the laughter the shelter and the future you planned on-i'll miss them i hope you're in a better place with soul set free i hope you're still singing loud with soul set free too bad you're not around for us to see but i still feel you around like you never left us

i will forgive but i won't forget i will not confirm living strains we were locked we had a lot; at times we'd say we had it all three summers strong three summers gone love/hat on rooftops and everywhere down below i still care but i'm more aware-trusting gut before your word that was of worth sorry you still hurt but you've brought it all upon yourself what's there to say when it's all been said out loud why do you break yourself down and stay close to the ground stand yourself up now i'm stepping out and catching a foothold that's strong than ever who's to blame shouldn't be a care what's done is done-go from there and recuperate from past mistakes we have no choice from rise or fall strong ties are made by communication and gravity the memories of you and i are full of pain that can't be erased the struggle we couldn't hide that burned us up that turned us inside out has been closed out but not thrown away

connections with systems belly up before i'm up and running scratching off what leaves me in the dirt ready and willing with hands that i can't stop killing i still feel left down in the dirt:but i'll run i'm up now but still weighed down completions don't always come easy when you've gathered much to much to move i've got to start the leveling out my anger side for side i've got to start with one reach at a time and i'll roll on through the remnants of what i've come to know roll on through and find what we can by sifting through the ashes it's time to find the exits

complications followed us on thin lines we tried to push forward but we're still behind hard times as we watched it unfold the roads were long we still trudged on the sun was strong but we held on blood lung was beat so were we but as we drove away we thought of those days and what made them thanks to the people who cared enough to take us in put us up and give us hope let us know we're not alone thanks to the people who shared and helped us feel intact to come back shake it off and ride to rock again it's a lesson i didn't mind learning the hard way