Альбом Fuel

I'm not the first you've shut down
I drank your pleasures low
I stumbled, out from your bed
But still I'll come for you tonight
Choke my faith and stab my pride
Tell myself that

This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now
I bleed for you
I bleed for you

Preservation of shit
Is it really? I don't know
I crumbled, and spilled outta your head
I wanna fall
And you've seen it all
You'll just laugh when I say

This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now
I bleed for you
I bleed for you

Everything that feels I know you know
Everything that heals I know you know
Everything that steals I know you know
Everything that kills you now!

Tell myself that
This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now
This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time
Now
Now
Now
Now
Now

Memories are just where you laid them
Dragging waters till the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was it something you left behind?
Don't you remember everything I said when I said

Don't fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands
Love lies bleeding...

Oh hold me now, I feel contagious..
Am I the only place that you've left to go?
She cries that life is like some movie black and white..
Dead actors, vacant lies, Over, and over, and over again she cries..

Don't fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again,
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands
Love lies bleeding...

And I wanted
You turned away
You don't remember
But I do..
You never even tried...

Don't fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again..
Ohh..
Ohh..

Sister could you maybe lend a hand
To help a drowning starving a soulless man
His eyes are blind, and feelings almost numb
His ears are almost deaf, the mouth is dumb

This is your way, it's your way to fill your spaces
Now there's no way, there's no way
Cos all that's been left for me is the fight to fill these empty spaces now..

I might just fuck
And all that's seen shit grins
The picture of my memory torn it's frame
Where reconstruction lies cannot contain

This is your way, it's your way I fill your spaces
Now there's no way, there's no way
Although what's been left for me is the fight to fill these empty spaces

Now!
Now!

This is your way, it's your way to fill your spaces
Now there's no way, there's no way to fill your spaces
Now there's no way, there's no way to fill your spaces
Now there's no way, there's no way
Although what's been left for me is the fight to fill these empty spaces
Empty spaces
Empty spaces
Empty spaces!

Shades of sun in my head
Blistered skin turning red
I can't complain
It's something to do
Cloud my mind and erase you

Since you're gone
All is wrong
Nothing seems the same down here
If you're gone
And I'm alone
Who's heart will I scar down dear?
Fall in
Fall out
Break free
Break down

Feel my legs pushing through
This world I built around you
I know the blame
Is not upon you
But I know the heartless things I choose
Since you're gone
All is wrong
Nothing seems the same down here?
If you're gone
And I'm alone
Who's heart will I scar down here
Fall in
Fall out
Break free
Break down
Why God, can't I die?
One kiss, goodbye

Drag this frown from my face
Force a smile to take it's place
I can pretend that I'm not confused
But I don't need the likes of you

Fall in
Fall out
Break free
Break down
Why God, can't I die?
One kiss, goodbye

Oh, the heartless things are true...

I had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note that said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again

She spilled her coffee broke a shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again

And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on
I had a bad day again

She said I would not understand
She left a note and said I'm sorry I
I had a bad day again
Nooo...

And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on
Oh I had a bad day again

She said I would not understand
She left a note that said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again
She left a note that said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day
Nooo
Nooo
Nooo
Nooo
Alright
Oooooo
Ohhh

Ahh lay me down in sheets of lead
And where she lies I know she's getting in there
Cross your heart and hope to die
And still you broke that spirit that I lied there

May I die before a while
Maybe you can tell me why
All of my dreams are so defied
Prove to me
It's something like human!

Lay me down in sheets of lead
And where she hides I know I'm going nowhere
Everything I hope be,
I realize then those lies are telling somewhere

May I die before a while
Maybe you can tell me why
All that you scream is so divine
Prove to me
It's something like human!

May I die before a while
Maybe you can tell me why
All of my dreams are so defied
Prove to me
Prove to me
Prove to me
It's something like human!

I've seen your shit come leavin'
Seen your whisper of the wind
You're another hit so easy
One moment could crush your pain

Yeah you don't hear the sounds I hear
Yeah you don't feel the fear you fear
The distance that is there
Well it's wearin' pretty thin now
Breakin' you down is gonna be so easy

Broke your shit
Never thought I was unappreciated
I always wondered that maybe
It only mattered to you anyway

Yeah you don't hear the sounds I hear
Yeah you don't feel the fear you fear
The distance that is there
Well it's wearin' pretty thin now
Breakin' you down is gonna be so easy

Well walk this way now baby
Bring the pleasure, bring the pain
Cos You've been saving me for a safe bet
I know I asked to know you again

Yeah you don't hear the sounds I hear
Yeah you don't feel the fear you fear
The distance that is there
Well it's wearin' pretty thin now
Breakin' you down is gonna be so easy

Ohh easy, ohh easy...
Ohh you say..

So easy...

I give you everything!
(You let me down, down, down)
I gave you trust and salvation!
(You let me down, down, down...)
I gave you everything that I could provide!
(Yeah)
I gave you strength to stand!
You shove me!
Down
Down
I know you want me to love you
But all you ever do is bring me down
Won't you go away forever?
I taught the world to pay!
(It's coming down, down, down)
Until the moment it let me down
(Down, down, down) Suck the drug from the user...
(Yeah)
Take all my things and run
That shove me!
Down
Down
I know you want me to love you
But all you ever do is bring me down
Won't you go away forever?
I gotta fake it just to see you crawl
All you gave me is your courage
I know you're kickin while I kick you to the curb
Like you did me
Me!
Me!
Oh you shove me!
I know you want me to love you
But all you ever do is bring me down
Won't you go away forever?
I know you want me to love you!
All you ever do is bring me down
Won't you go away forever?
Ever?
Ever?!
NOW!
NOW!
NOW!
YOU SHOVE ME!
YOU SHOVE ME!
YOU SHOVE ME DOWN!
SHOVE ME DOWN!

Draw the strings to close my eyes
(Never wanna see again)
It's finally close to curtain time
(Sometimes like a play)
I hear the sound of fuck
(You remain to show me)
Spread my wings and try to fly
(The tether still remains)

And all the finer things they laid upon my table
Smile as their hooks were slowly sinkin' in

Another pill to consume
(Make me learn to feel again)
If swallowed by another one
(You can lose the same)
God if I could recognize
(Things that make me whole again)
Draw this air into my lungs
(Remember how to breathe)

For as the curtain rose I danced as I was able
Well not to since you're slowly sinkin' in...

So I turn to you my love
(For the solace that is there)
The offer that is here to stay
(Full of slight reprieve)
I hope that you might find me here
(I can learn to smile again)
And as a bomb bore these wounds
(Take away the sting)

And as the band it played on, shit
I should have known that song would have to end...

Everyone got reason
To why your so blind
I covered your back again
And you better cover mine

If I turned and walked away
Would you stick your knives in me?
How much longer till you break
Until I walk away, walk away from you

Everyone got reason
To why you're so unkind
And I believe it's true
You know I'm leavin' you
Oh..

If I turned and walked away
Would you stick your knives in me?
How much longer till you break
Until I walk away, walk away from you
Oh...
Walk away..

If I turned and walked away
Would you stick your knives in me?
How much longer till you break
Until I walk away, walk away from you

If I turned and walked away
Would you stick your knives in me?
How much longer till you break
Until I walk away, walk away from you

Satan, you know where I lie
Gently ago, into that good night

All our lives get complicated
The search for pleasure's overrated
Never harmed our souls
For what the future would hold
We were innocent
Innocent

Angels, lend me your might
Forbid all my lives to get just one right

All those colors long since faded
All our smiles are confiscated
Never were we told
We'd be bought and sold
We were innocent
Yeah

Yeah this prayer is for me tonight
Mismark down that line - we still ain't got it right

Oh and our confessions lie instated
Our next sin is contemplated 
Never did we know
What the future would hold
Oh that we'd be bought and sold
No,
We were innocent
Innocent
We were innocent
Ohh..

All this time
All that was coming down was mine
And everything I fought to grow
Has withered hanging on that vine

All I wanted
Was all I needed you know
Everything good in my life
If you have to take it all away
Oh no
You take it all away
Oh no, no no..
Take it slow..

Everything I try to find
Is every love I'll never hold
But in your garden now
The weeds are choking seeds we've sown

All I wanted
Was all I needed you know
Everything good in my life
If you have to take it all away
Oh no
You take it all away...
Oh no, no no...
You take it slow..

Now you'll find
Your own savior for a time
If you try my love
I hope you'll find your cure in time

All I wanted
Was all I needed you know
Everything good in my life
If you have to take it all away
Oh no
You take it all away
Oh no, no, no...
Take it... slow...
Take it... slow...
Take it... slow..
Take it
Take it
Take it slow..
Slow..
Slow..
Slow..
Slow..
Slow..
Slow..
Slow