Альбом Crazy Town

Nothing comes from nowhere
One thing remains and I swear
Nail polish cellophane hair
Bleached, blonde burned down to the brain
I can't complain there's no shame in no fame
And still it all remains the same
And I want this game over
It's a fight to stay sober

[Chorus:]
And I got the pills for the pain the pain (pills for the pain)
Deep down inside I've got to chill and refrian (I'm going insane)
These crazy thoughts are running round my brain
They're leading me to places decorated in flames
Dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-decorated in flames
I'm highly decorated
Decorated in flames, decorated in flames, decorated in flames

Who you motherfuckers think you are
Crazy Town him 'em hard like our boy Bernard
Clenched fists as I pace the yeard
So many tattoos I ain't got no room for scars
Escaped them all maked a brother break the law
Skip trial and escape tomorrow
Til I end up in the courtroom
White chucks, hair spiked up
With my double fat laces on
And I want this game over
It's a fight to let this life pass by you
And try to stay sober
Till the weed and the pipe with Ley come over
Till we fail again its pales of hen
So many tattoos the feds can't see my skin
So I think about my cell again
And my friends do you realize what kind of hell I'm in

[Chorus:]
And I got the pills for the pain the pain (pills for the pain)
Deep down inside I've got to chill and refrian (I'm going insane)
These crazy thoughts are running round my brain
They're leading me to places decorated in flames
Dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-decorated in flames
I'm highly decorated
Decorated in flames, decorated in flames, decorated in flames

Tire tracks running down my veins
Dirty black slacks with the chrome hearts chaing
Got a record so dope they got to cut it the cane
I know you konw the face do you know the name
I know you seen the stars in magazines
Got drug dealers, street hookers, crooks and fiends
Me I'm hooked on Kush smoking northern green
Catching cheap thrills off the pills I fiend

Now let me state it for the record I'm jaded
But when you looked at me I couldn't escape it
I really hate it when I'm out of control
but baby after the show my mind just wouldn't let go
Tell me was it an hallucination (hallucination)
That made me feel so alone (so alone)
And even though I had never met you before
Can't get you out of my head
Now I'm pouring out my heart for you

Chorus:
I never meant to hurt you so bad
I'm just trying to get over you
I hope you never meant to hurt me so bad
Don't you feel the same way too?
I never meant to hurt you so bad
I never meant to hurt you

So now I sit and think of what I could say when
You look at me to re-ignite the connection
I'm gonna take you to a place beyond time
Somewhere that we've never been
Someplace that I couldn't find
Tell me if your feeling my addiction (addiction)
Without you I just can't disguise (can't disguise)
How much I need to see you face one more time
Can't get you out of my head
Now I'm pouring out my heart for you

Chorus

Uh huh, yeah yeah

Chorus

Uh huh, yeah yeah
I never meant to hurt you

Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test
For the obstacles that seem most impossible

And I'm thinking, Just another breath.
Not a minute left, how long have I been drifting!.

Pass the glass pipe, hit the flashlight, now I break it
People say I'm a star, but I still think I'll never make it

And I'm thinking, Just another prayer.
Not a second left. I feel there's something missing.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me
When all the answers that I seek are around me
Am I drowning, Am I fading away, Or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way
Am I drowning, Am I drowning, Am I drowning, Am I drowning..

I've been to hell and back, looking for the answers to life. 
Looking at myself trying to get things right

And I'm feeling, Just another breath.
Not a minute left, I feel the darkness lifting!

There was a time that I questioned if I'll ever be allright
Running getting high, staying tracked by sleepless nights

And I'm thinking, Just another breath.
Not a minute left. I feel there's something missing.

I'm running from myself and all the things I don't like.
Living everynight like it's the last night.

And I'm thinking. Just another prayer.
Not a second left. I need to stop resisting.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me
When all the answers that I seek are around me
Am I drowning, Am I fading away, 
Or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way
Am I drowning, Am I drowning, Am I drowning, Am I drowning..

Drowning in the drama, lost in the light
Trapped by the currents of life, caught in the riptide. 

Now in these cynical times are stereotypical minds 
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb 
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what I'll find 
I'm like a fly way in a cave another hour in the maze
I'll cover to the power, my criminal ways 
The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays 
It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase 
My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win 
Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance 
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents 

Chorus: Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same 
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 
Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak 
But the world wants to blame it on me 

My life is twisted 
My fingers pointing in the mirror I'm the one now (one now)
I see my shadow in the sun dial (sun dial)
Am I really out to change put my freedom in a cage 
Slow down, Man I got a son now 
It's nothing new they all said it, and I knew it
But I had to go through it myself, I'm hard headed
But that's the only way that I learn
Get caught in the fire there's no escaping the burn, and it burns 
Change this change that, change is full of lies 
I remain the same, can't wear a good disguise
Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I?

Chorus

I wanna run but if I run I'm only running from myself 
Would it be easier if I was someone else? (Changes)
I'm like a child playing with matches that's never been burned 
Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned 
On a highway To a destination I've earned 
So many exits but I never bothered to turn I'm like a piece of shard glass
Laying on the frame of a window that was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devil's guinea pig 
He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn 
So I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridges I burn

Chorus

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change (Will I) 
Will I ever change (Can I)
Can I ever change (Will I)
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
But the world wants to blame it on me 
My life is twisted Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change (Will I) 
Will I ever change (Can I) 
Can I ever change (Will I)
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 
But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted

Now can you hear the cling-clang of my ball and chain gang?
The sound of heavy metal that tastes like cellophone
Collapsing every vein like umbrellas in heavy rain
My passion is pain
I do dirt to bury shame
I'm victimized an instituion's no solution
A place where you're defenseless and guilt's the prosecution
Where necks are bound into slipknots of shallow souls
Walking narrow roads to be hung frok gallows poles
Nobody knows me success has exposed me
To narrow-minded souls with goals to overthrow me
Suppose that i chose to live my life low-key
Would you act like you could teach
When there is nothing you can show me
Don't you understand i'm the head of the class
A straight - A student not regretting the past

[CHORUS:]
You see i'm ok now but i dont think it will last
Because reality is something i can't seem to grasp
Candy-coated pain is like a ball and chain
Pulling me closer to death, i feel closer to death now
Candy-coated pain is like a ball and chain
We only dig deeper by running away

It's deeper than what it looks like
We never got an equal shot so we took mics
Packed the candy-coated pain in the first pipe
That said my name and the candy-coated pain is the worst type
You got it nice my every day is like your worst night
The world is digging in my wounds screaming out i bet it hurts right?
But it hurts more i got regrets but
i'm glad i took the prize behind the fisrt door
What's the hurt for?
Everybody hungers peace but they thirst war
It's crazy i'm not complaining because i probably would have tried better
And if the people that i trusted weren't lie tellers
So keep your candy-coated pain to make the vibe better
Now all the songs i'm writing sound like suicide letters

[Repeat CHORUS]

Guilty or innocent whatever pick the verdict
Sometimes a perfect picture's not so perfect
Thought i could reverse the mixture it isn't worth it
Because my life seems to work no matter how bad curse it
I only know a little but i feel so much
The pain brings me down but it reveals the rush
See i got my arms up just to shield the dust
Because i lust for the things i can't seem to touch
Arrest me if i follow you
You congest me i'm so hollow from your gift
You infect me when i cut you
Still the same still insane
I think i love you
(But fuck you)

[Repeat CHORUS]

She was My Heart, my soul, my girl, my life
I want that shit, I'll make that sacrifice.
you know I know, you know What's on my mind
I like the sex but where just wastin' time
no replay's, like Shifty please stay
sick of breakin' up every other week day
and we cant seem to see, eye to eye
you even yell when I try to get high
and I cant keep you, your evil
and all my friends think that I should leave you
it's a stand still that I try to see through
but your actin' like a bitch so I got to leave you

oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
your just a waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time
my time

you came, I went, you sore, I fucked, I left.
went neck to neck, but now it's sudden death.
get out of my bed, I came to make it mine.
don't wont no head, stop all that wastin' time.

oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
your just a waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time
my time

waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time
my time

I'm mad but, I packed your bags up.
put 'em by the door, you can have that stuff.
Story of them all, and a man's bad luck
but it's all for the best I guess, Next
now I feel like the man on the moon, like
staring down on the world lookin' for a new girl
and a new life, now I guess one day, some day I'm a get it right

oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
oh, I think iv seen this once before
I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door
your just a waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time
my time

your just a waste of my...

time

I'm sorry, I'm not what you are, 
so sorry, the ugly of it all, 
all my life, I was beneath you, 
it's all my fault please forgive me, 
maybe I could change, maybe I could try,
maybe I could, but then again....

CHORUS
Why would I want to, 
lie like you, 
thieve like you,
hurt like you, 
deceive like you,
connive like you, 
cheat like you, 
its not that hard to be like you, 
but then again why would I want to?

I'm sorry, I am so ashamed,
so sorry I'll take all the blame, 
all my life I've been so confused, 
its all my fault, please forgive me, 
maybe I could change, 
maybe I could try, 
maybe I could

CHORUS

Why would I want to (X 6)
I'm sorry, I'm not what you are,
so sorry, the ugly of it all, 
all my life, I was beneath you, 
its all my fault, please forgive me.

No time for words just choose sides
No fear cause no one can hide
No room to keep this inside
I'm on the front line yelling out the battle cry

Steppin' with my Armageddon, weapon I'll wet 'em and let 'em
Step again, Armageddon weapon will wet 'em again
Steppin' with my Armageddon, weapon I'll wet 'em and let 'em
Step again, step again

I'm sick of waiting and hearing this instigation
It's time to take over the station (and get y'all pissed off)
It's like my patience it's worse then the situation
So I keep a straight face and scream (all you all get lost)
It's not society nah, can't beat sobriety
Something inside of me is keeping me down
It's cause you lie to me and take away my privacy
I used to stay quiet but look at me now

No time for words just choose sides (no)
No fear cause no one can hide (no)
No room to keep this inside (so where you at?)
Front line yellin' out the battle cry
I thought I heard the battle cry
I could have sworn I heard the battle cry
I thought I heard the battle cry

(No!) I won't calm down
(No!) I won't put my fire arm down
(Hell no!) We're either leaving here or fightin'
Or we're writin' some new rules and I'm doing the writin'
Who are you to govern me, how could you govern
If you got no fuckin' love for me
I see the love but I don't see it's brotherly
Ya love to rape me, hate me, smother me
So I'm gonna be steppin' with my Armageddon
Weapon I'll wet 'em and let 'em
Step again Armageddon weapon will wet 'em step again

No time for words just choose sides (no)
No fear cause no one can hide (no)
No room to keep this inside (so where you at?)
Front line yellin' out the battle cry
I thought I heard the battle cry
I could have sworn I heard the battle cry
I thought I heard the battle cry

I used to stay quiet but look at me now
I could have sworn I heard the battle cry
I thought I heard the battle cry
I could have sworn I heard the battle cry

Tripple X bottle, role models from hell
Livin' our dreams we like to scream and yell
White boys, B-Boys raised in the gutter
I said when I'd grow up I'd be a bad motherfucker
Nothings gonna stop me now, I'm breaking the rules
I'm gonna do it if it's not allowed
Thought I wouldn't when I would, would when I wouldn't
I did it for the reason everybody said I couldn't
I'm putting my best foot down like what now
Lets take it to the bridge and jump the fuck down
Fuck it like a clown jump off a building in a bucket
The worst is yet to come, here it comes so bum rush it

Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Would you change the way you live if I told you to
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Well take it to the bridge and jump the fuck off [2x]

Are you ready to jump? Are you ready to leap?
Well the head rush is heavy but for many too deep
??
That were speeding up the world to keep the timing on beat
It keeps reminding everybody who's a pyrimid freak
The pyrimid eye, the figure inside
The leader that you follow the day that you die
We always bring it live which makes it easy to choose
Ain't now greiving or consoling or singing the blues
So when the levee breaks just remember the drums
And when the levee breaks don't forget how to run
Remember what I've done and everything I say
I'm living proof that you can jump and live to try it again

Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Would you change the way you live if I told you to
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Well take it to the bridge and jump the fuck off [2x]

I'm torn like Korn playing follow the leader
In a baggy pair of dickies and a dirty wife beater
Should the rate a CD like a movie in a theater
Should they blame it on me? I say we blame it on you
Or blame it on the world there's no excuse for the things we do
Life's a maze I'll be amazed if I find my way through
One, two, tell me whatchya gonna
You gonna jump off the bridge like I told ya to
That's right, bum rush the stage
Whatchya made of, how much more can you take
Half of my life's been one big mistake
But no ones gonna take my place
One, two, tell me whatchya gonna do
Your gonna jump off the bridge like I told you to
That's right, bum rush the stage
What you made of? how much can you take

Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Would you change the way you live if I told you to
Would you jump off a bridge if I told you to
Well take it to the bridge and jump the fuck off [2x]

Monkey see and monkey do
Monkey see and monkey do
Monkey see and monkey do
Don't try to be like me you gotta be like you
If you can hear this your catchin' the contact
If you can hear this your bumpin' the sound
If your in the earshot your catchin' the contact
If you can hear this your bumpin' the sound

Jump off a bridge if I told you to
Jump off a bridge if I told you to
Take it to the bridge and jump...

Chorus: I was a skull in the ground now I'm a star in the sky
I went from crawling around to being able to fly
Saw no future for me until I opened my eyes 
I was a skull in the ground now I'm a star in the sky

I tried love, heaven, hope and takin' chances
And all I got were broken dreams and failed romances
Suffered to a life of skin covered in scratches
Looking for the light but I could never find the passage
Tension, stress, pain yeah you best believe it 
Nose bleeding from my false way to relieve it 
Enough confusion to make serenity sick 
All my fake friends became my enemies quick 
Everyday I found another way to make excuses
Took the ropes I was supposed to climb and made nooses
Being stupid always giving in to the myth 
That life wasn't even worth living like this
A grown man trapped inside a young man's skin 
With resentment very very deep within
On a mission to end up either dead or in jail
No wonder everybody always said that I would fail

Chorus x2

I found myself locked in a cell and I was just another number 
The thin ice was cracking and I was sinking under ... in with sorrow 
Worried 'bout today dread would happen by tomorrow
Who knows the answers well nobody knows for certain
The evil things I did when I chose to close the curtain 
Perhaps I should relapse quit relapse quit 
Force it back and relax with a sack of good shit
Now I find myself in a candlelit depression 
Using sex like drugs just to handle my aggression

Chorus x2

i had a little, had a lot, had it all and then I lost it
Stars are in my eyes and skeletons are in my closet 
Now when I open my eyes and I rise from the dead
Take control of my soul cause the lies are in my head
The right way is the left way and the left way is wrong 
So I'm left with the right way and the right way is long
So for once in my life I truly feel like I belong 
So I'll appreciate today and every day until I'm gone

Chorus x2

I was a skull in the ground now I'm a star in the sky... 

Now when the shit goes down, I'm always forced to grow
forced to see all the things that I still don't know
and if there's one thing I've learned,
it's never too late to take a fucked up life to a beautiful state
Caus' I came from the bottom so I treasure the top
at times it seems the dreams are just a long shot
when the worlds crashing down, when the drama wont stop
your chained to the past and you cant break the lock

Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end

how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know

My addiction used to hold me, like a lover feelin' lonely
I was down by broken dreams and when I felt the world owed me
I'd sit and hit the walls until my fists were cut and swollen
my soul was cold and drowning from the tears iv tried to hold in
overwhelmed by my emotions, and haunted by the past
my head was overheating and my heart was in a cast
my mind was in the gutter, my ass was in a sling
driven by destruction
young and fuckin' everything

Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end

how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know
how far now will I go and will I grow
so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful

Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end

Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end

Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down
on me
so beautiful, so beautiful
to witness the end
(how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know
how far now will I go and will I grow
so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful)

So many people in the scene LOOK AT life like a joke
But then I met you just when I was losin' hope
You appeared in a cloud of smoke
You don't look like Aaliyah but your rockin' my boat
So you can take me to a punk rock paradise
Thats about the time I get lost in your eyes
CAUSE I want you, I want what you got
Just the thought of it is makin' me hot
So baby don't stop
I could have you on the bottom and you'd still be on top
Just dirty little kids in a crib full of sex toys
Got the walls padded from the back to the front
So me and baby girl can get as loud as we want
Said I love you so much you dirty little cunt
I LIKE it when you smack me and call me a PUNK
And for the first time in my life, I said I feel so alive
My whole life has changed before my very eyes

Love is in the air, you're like the answer to my prayers
All I wanted was a girl that could really take me there
and that ya do, that ya do, that ya do..
I must of met a million girls but I want you.
Love is in the air, you're like the answer to my prayers
All I wanted was a girl that could really take me there
and that ya do, that ya do, that ya do..
I must of met a million girls but I want you.

And words can't explain the way I feel inside
You're like my own amusement park and only I can take a ride
And sex is bliss sometimes we come home at night
Make love, kiss, hug, drink, drug and fight
And even when I'm wrong my girl will fuck me till I'm right.
Kiss me all over, lick me head from toe
Fuck, maybe when we older 'cause I already know
I musta met a million girls but somthin's different bout you
Can't put my finger on one thing, its everything that you do
I used to see you in the club with your friends
And you'd pretend that you weren't lookin' at me
but I was lookin' at you
I know you look at me and see me as a crook with a brew
Just an everyday player, good looks, TATTOOS
Let me explain, theres somethin' different bout you
You judge a book by its cover and you're sure to lose
A musta met a million girls but I want you

Love is in the air, you're like the answer to my prayers
All I wanted was a girl that could really take me there
And that ya do, that ya do, that ya do..
I must of met a million girls but I want you.
Love is in the air, you're like the answer to my prayers
All I wanted was a girl that could really take me there
And that ya do, that ya do, that ya do..
I must of met a million girls but I want you.

Was it a quiz when I met her, some sort of a test
In a cruel dress she's eyein me as if I was blessed
Like an aura trapped me, put me under arrest
Then she slapped me, sentenced to life with no contest.
A thug, Bitch, body like heaven I'm talking classy
Twenty men, breakin' their necks she's walkin' past me
WENT TO PASS AT, started to speak, voice was raspy
Heard she was an angel, but sex she liked it nasty
Hit her off late one night, she's lookin' tight
Shorty sippin her drink to get the vibe just right
Ginuwine is in the stereo finessin' the deck
I put my tongue in her mouth, began caressing her neck
My body shiverin' scared to death I wouldn't impress
Her body quiverin' as a put my palm on her chest
This girls a treasure, appreciating all that she get
I'm gettin' pleasure lickin' up the small of her back
Take every measure, I can take all proper precations
Every single preportion more fragile then porcelain
She's forcin' a sexual drug, and I'm addicted
Suddenly I'm feeling bubbly, you got me twisted

Love is in the air, you're like the answer to my prayers
All I wanted was a girl that could really take me there
And that ya do, that ya do, that ya do..
I must of met a million girls but I want you.
Love is in the air, you're like the answer to my prayers
All I wanted was a girl that could really take me there
And that ya do, that ya do, that ya do..
I must of met a million girls but I want you.

You're the one, you're the one fly girl
You're the one, you're the one for me..
I said, you're the one, you're the one fly girl
You're the one, you're the one for me...thats right.

You're the one, you're the one fly girl
Thats right, you're the one for me.
You're the one, you're the one fly girl
Thats right, you're the one for me...thats right

Tell me how you like us now
I remember the days we used to stop and watch and drop the drops
But now we got the block unlocked with lots of props
No longer do we shock the rocks and cock the glock
So how ya like us now?

We used to be broke, now we coppin shifts
We used to make demos, but now we droppin' hits
Had a block on the phone, but now we got flips
If you wanna catch me, you better hit me on the head
I used to be the dope man, supplying the coke, man
But now I slang CDs and I'm still the dope man
Smokes man comin' up, we used to have people runnin' up
Fuck a bodyguard, I'll break your face if you're dumb enough
Leave ya lip numb enough, bleedin' from the gum and up
You've heard of us, we ain't no murderous, but there's a turn of us
We used to chase girls, and now they're wantin' us
Used to lace girls, but now they're turnin' us
Spinin' huns on us, droppin' funds on us
We used to chase girls, but they're chasin' us
We used to live the ouih life, and now we live the good life
Don't run the label, but we runnin' it like Shug Knight

I remember the days we used to stop and watch and drop the drops
But now we got the block unlocked with lots of props
No longer do we shock the rocks and cock the glock
So how ya like us now?
I remember the days we used to stop and watch and drop the drops
But now we got the block unlocked with lots of props
No longer do we shock the rocks and cock the glock
So how ya like us now?

Tell me how you like us now

We came up, by doin' the same stuff
When we was rappin, you was hatin', now you wanna change up
Cause you see we platinum chain up
You had the same chances we had and rose the same bus
Now you wanna blame us, cuz you need luck
We used to have the same damn problem, now we're famous
I used to have a bus pass, now I push a cadillac
We used to have no cheese, now we have too much cash
We used to get no play, now we in rotation
I used to rock my CDs on a sony playstation
I used to be shy, now I'm outgoin'
Used to be a nice guy, but now I'm out hoein'
I used to like people, now I got an ego
When I was comin' up, society didn't treat me equal
The ladies used to play us, and treat us like some suckas
But now that we got money, we're some sexy mothafuckas
They wanted to be my lover, but said I was too nasty
Now they wanna flash me, and sexually harass me
I used to rock the timex, but now I don't recommend them
Cause now I got the platinum, only with the diamonds in em
Come here, check this shit out
BLING BLING

I remember the days we used to stop and watch and drop the drops
But now we got the block unlocked with lots of props
No longer do we shock the rocks and cock the glock
So how ya like us now?
I remember the days we used to stop and watch and drop the drops
But now we got the block unlocked with lots of props
No longer do we shock the rocks and cock the glock
So how ya like us now?
I remember the days (I remember them days)
I remember the days (I remember them days)
I remember the days (I remember them days)
I remember the days, the days, the days
I remember them days. Them days. Bitch.