 All my doctors and friends
Have concocted these theories
Weary of seeing me day after day
On the edge of my bed
Leery of living
My laughter on hold
My sadness on stay
And itґs been this way for quite a while
Yes, I forget how to smile
Iґd like to rely on my old game and yet
Even that I forget
Itґs not there, I regret
Couldnґt get up today
I pretended a fever
Any excuse but the truth will do
I donґt lie very well
No Iґm not a deceiver
But I canґt bring myself to admit that Iґm blue
And itґs been this way
For quite a while
Yes, I forget how to smile
Iґd like to rely on my old game and yet
Even that I forget
Itґs not there, I regret
The clock and the calendar
Both an assault
Time goes so slow
It must be my fault
I act like Iґm okay
When Iґm not okay at all
I forget what to do
I forget what it all means
Donґt remember if love ever really felt good
I forget to be here
And not in-between
Iґd put on a good show
If only I could
And itґs been this way for quite a while
Yes, I forget how to smile
Iґd like to rely on my old game and yet
Even that I forget
Itґs not there, I regret
I forget
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