Therapy?
"Human Mechanism"

I can feel you breathing when you tear me from within
Unhinged and unravelled as the feeling starts to win
I can see the colours changing, burning in my brain
I don't hear the words you say, I just see you lie

All systems gone
All systems gone

Opened up my head to see if anything is there
Uncensored my reality to make me more aware
Truth, doubt, indecision always echo in my veins
Happiness and emptiness, solitary pain

All systems gone
All systems gone

Constant fear, self loathing chisel deep inside my mind
Every thought deserted underneath the rising tide
All hopes suffocated, a relentless waste of time
Haunted by the rejection of everything that's mine

All systems gone
All systems gone
All systems gone
All systems