Chimaira
"The Venom Inside"
The venom inside
Turned me into the enemy.
Turned into what I hate.
My apathy got the best of me.
Blood boiled and lost my way.
I never thought I'd be the one to blame.
Have to live with constant shame.
Everything that I put inside just to feel numb.
I tried to escape.
Push it away.
Tried to hide,
The venom inside.
This was nothing but moral abuse.
Guess I just needed something new.
What could I gain from solitude,
or acting like a fool?
I tried to escape.
Push it away.
Tried to hide,
The venom inside.
Disconnected. Apathetic.
It's so pathetic to be this frantic.
I needed help. I needed help.
Like methadone for an addict.
I tried to escape.
Push it away.
Tried to hide,
The venom inside.